Hold my hand

It has been seven years since I had set feet's in my home town ,it is everything I hate the most but I didn't have any choice but to come back. Not just because I have something important or someone to come to no .As walk in gate C of Willy international airport all the feeling came flooding in my mind and I lost track of everything, my mind was in a complete mess. "You have working hard on yourself to go back to how things were, you are strong, you are enough and they cannot do anything to you .walk heads up and face everyone show them what you have become " "Sir, here all are you bags" my thought were interrupted by the airport worker,I turned to face the person a smile crept in the corner of my lips " thank you " I took my bags and walked to the main gate to get a cab since I didn't want anyone to pick me up I wanted to surprise them and see the reaction on their filthy face when they see me. Everything has change and It does no longer feels like home .I can't believe this was the town that I had all my happy childhood ,my best friend my loving parents. untill everything crashed and broke into pieces that cannot be fixed or, may be they can be fix and I choice to walk out. tears stared forming at the corner of my eyes and I cannot allow myself to shard a single drop of tear. "what happened to the ice cream shop that was located at this place?" I said more like a statement " sir the owner sold it ", " oh I see" " Can you please pull over and let me buy ice cream it is the only thing that makes me feel like home " as I walk into the shop it was luxurious cozy and had beautiful interior design to my surprise the wall were painted with my favorite colors almost everything was like how I had imagine I will make the place look like when I was a child it was like see my dream come true " sir, what can I serve you?" the young lady ask and I gave her a smile which left her flatted " chocolate ice cream please" and handed her my black card for the payment , her eyes wider as she look at the name "Mark miller?! " "yes anything a problem?" "Don't you remember me? " Am I supposed to know her "it's me joy your friend " "like joy black " " Yes" " You have changed a lot you have become more beautiful " "it has been long time six or seven years" she asked. "seven years and two months". we talked and exchange numbers and I went back to the cab ready to enjoy my ice cream " welcome home sir" I just gave him a smirk and walking into the house "thank you take my things to my room " I had an intimidating and emotionless face ready to face them. I was really excited and happy to see them after all that long I wanted to hug mum very tight and just rest my head on her shoulder just like old times but I couldn't and allowing them to read my reaction was something I was not ready to do . "Welcome home son hope you had a great trip ,and why didn't you called us to pick you up?" he ignored what Rose said and walk toward the dinning room "what do you want from me if I can remember very well you disowned me and am not here just because you used grandpa to make me come back here and not because you called me am here for business and business alone not a family reunion " "and one more thing your house was auctioned and am the new owner so clear the master bed room I will be using it will I am here and all the servant I don't thing they are necessary only Jane and Felix are remaining the rest need to leave by the end of the week" Rose eyes wider like there would come out of there socket and she pated her lips "but" "there is no but Rose am not going to waste my money on people I don't need or will you be paying them yourself" Jane " I smiled with glowing eyes tears flowing from her eyes she was supposed to see me we have been in touch for the last seven years and I was a little annoyed withe here for giving them my number which was something she knew very well I would not agree but just seeing those beautiful eyes and that smile my heart softened " Mark I can't breath " I held her so tight that I didn't wanna let her go "am sorry " I warped her tear with my hand and gave her a smile we stayed holding each other for I don't know how long I wanted to cry but I can't let them see my tear "you father want to see you in the study room" Jane said " he is the ok be who ok want to talk to me so he should come to me" emotionless and intimidatingly I told her but how can I keep arguing with her when she look at me with those eyes and that to smile "please mark" after kissing her in the forehead I walked towards the study room "come in " I could feel the heatered in his voice and also the helpless in it ,to tell the truth it made me happy feeling content with my achievement all this motherf**Kers are now on my feet I wanted them to beg me to pleaded me to help them ,it made me happy after all they made my life a leaving hell they even made me wish I would rather die. This man is the reason I had suffered for one whole year and now am standing in front of him while he look at me like I was still nothing useless and filthy I aware to God is will make him begging on his knees. " what do you want from me Mr Miller " I said with an arrogant voice looking at him with eyes full of hatred and also intimidating. "son have" " don't you dare call me that if I can remember very well I stopped being your son seven years ago " I cut him very annoyed how dare he call me son was he the one who trow me out of his house and disowned me " am not you son call me Mr Mark or Mr Miller which is my grandpa name who is not ashamed of who I am " " an you didn't answer my question what do you want from me am tired and I need to rest" " I need your help" "William Anderson Miller need help of his prodigal son and what make you think I will be helping you" I said with voice full of mockery " Mark am sorry I know" "you know what" silent took over the room the only thing they couldn't be hear the the heavy breathing from both men in the room. "as you already know my house was auctioned and the family company is in the venture of collapsing your brother is trying really hard and I cannot allow it to fall this is the our family leagues please help us Mark we really need you please save our company " tear started forming in the corner of his eyes I thought I will be happy seeing him that vulnerable but I felt sad I almost cried.i wanted to hug him and tell him I will set everything to how it was. I wanted to give him hard time but I couldn't I didn't want to stay there anymore . "email me of everything thing I need to know about the state of the company and tell Luca to meet me in my room within an hour" I did not give him a chance to talk and it walked out and slammed the door behind me .