Amara POV
Morning light exposed what darkness had concealed.
In my sheltered life, servants handled every task, cooking, cleaning, tending injuries. But in Theodore’s cramped apartment, I wanted to help, to do something useful. It was barely past sunrise, a time for peace, but Theodore winced as he rose from the couch where he’d slept, favoring his left side.
“You’re hurt,” I said from the bedroom doorway. “You were hurt last night, weren’t you? That’s why you moved so carefully.”
Theodore, trying to light the stove for tea, gave a small nod but waved dismissively, as if it didn’t matter.
“Don’t pretend it’s nothing. I can see you’re in pain,” I said, stepping closer.
In the daylight, I noticed a healing cut on his jaw, bruises on his knuckles, and the way he held his left arm, suggesting injured ribs. He wrote: Just bruises. Nothing serious.
“When did this happen?” I asked, taking his pencil to write on the same paper.
Three days ago, he replied.
“Three days? No doctor?” My concern sharpened.
He shook his head: Can’t afford one. Healing fine.
His acceptance of pain, unable to afford care, stung me. In my world, doctors were summoned without a thought to cost. “Who did this?” I asked gently.
Theodore hesitated, then wrote: Marcus Blackwood. Former friend. Wants my family’s property.
The name rang a bell. “Marcus Blackwood? I’ve heard of him.”
His family owns businesses in town. He’s been after my estate for months. I refused to sell, so he got aggressive, Theodore wrote, his handwriting hurried with frustration.
“He sent men to attack you?” I asked, horrified.
Wanted to scare me into selling. Thought I’d cave if I couldn’t work, he wrote.
Anger surged in me. “That’s awful! Did you report it?”
Theodore’s look was resigned: Marcus has money, connections. Who’d believe a mute librarian over him?
His words hit like a slap. I knew how men like Marcus operated—wealth shielding their sins. “Let me help,” I said suddenly. “I’m no doctor, but I’ve treated plant diseases in my mother’s garden. The principles are similar.”
He started to protest, but I cut him off. “You helped me last night. Let me help you. It’s fair.”
After a pause, he nodded: First aid supplies in bathroom cabinet.
I found bandages, antiseptic, and basic supplies. “Take off your shirt,” I said, then blushed. “So I can check your ribs.”
Theodore hesitated but complied, revealing deep purple bruises across his side and back, a brutal beating’s aftermath. “Oh, Theodore,” I whispered, fury at Marcus rising. “How are you working like this?”
He wrote shakily: *Have to. Need job to keep apartment.
As I cleaned his cuts and checked for infection, the slow process of writing frustrated me. “This is ridiculous,” I said, setting down the antiseptic. “Writing takes too long, and you’re tiring your arm.”
He looked curious.
“Do you have a smartphone?” I asked.
He pointed to a device on his desk. “There are speech-to-text apps. You could type faster or use voice-to-text if you’re comfortable,” I said.
His eyes lit up. While I bandaged his ribs, he downloaded an app, quickly mastering it. This is amazing. Why didn’t I think of this?* appeared on his screen.
“Trauma clouds solutions. You’re just surviving,” I replied, securing the bandages. “There, that’ll support your ribs.”
Thank you. Feels better, he typed.
Over fresh tea, our conversation flowed easier with the app. “Tell me about Marcus. What does he want with your estate?” I asked.
Family owned a property outside town, old house, rare trees, gardens. Parents died two years ago; I inherited it. Marcus wants to tear it down for commercial buildings. Says he’ll preserve it, but I know better, he typed.
“Why live here, not there?” I asked.
Too expensive to maintain on librarian’s salary. I rent it out for taxes, upkeep. Barely breaks even. Marcus knows I’m struggling and pushes harder, he explained.
“And when you refused, he used violence?”
Yes. His men said accidents happen to those who don’t make smart decisions. Three days later, three men jumped me after work, he typed.
I felt sick imagining Theodore, a scholar, not a fighter, ambushed. His survival was luck. “You can’t let him get away with this,” I said.
What choice do I have? His money buries legal problems. I’m just healing, figuring out next steps, he typed, then added, Enough about me. What about you? Your father and Julian are probably searching.
As if on cue, voices drifted from the street. I froze, recognizing my father’s baritone. “Amara! Come home! We can work this out!”
Theodore peeked through the curtains and typed: Two men in expensive coats. One older, one younger, angry.
“My father and Julian,” I whispered, retreating from the window.
What do you want to do? he typed.
I considered facing them, apologizing, returning to the engagement and January wedding. Or I could stay hidden, find another path. “I’m not ready,” I said. “I need time to think about what I want, not what they expect.”
Stay as long as you need. They won’t look here, he typed.
The voices faded as they moved on. I relaxed slightly, but the reprieve was temporary. “I can’t hide forever,” I said.
No, but you can figure out what makes you happy, he typed. What would that be?
No one had ever asked me that. Everyone assumed happiness meant marriage, status, security. “I want to study plants, travel, see ecosystems, contribute to botanical science,” I said, the words gaining weight as I spoke.
Then do that, he typed without hesitation.
“It’s not simple. I have no money, no way to live independently. Women like me don’t work,” I said.
Maybe leave that world behind, he suggested.
The idea was terrifying yet thrilling. Could I abandon everything I’d known? “What about you?” I asked, shifting focus. “What would make you happy?”
He paused, then typed: Work with rare manuscripts at the university’s special collections. Requires degrees I don’t have. Saving for school, but rent and expenses…
“And Marcus’s threats don’t help,” I finished.
Exactly. Sometimes I think selling to him would be easier, but that house is all I have of my family. It’s like losing myself, he typed.
I understood holding onto what mattered most, no matter the cost. Over a simple lunch of bread and cheese, I felt hope stir, Theodore’s calm presence easing my anxiety. “You know,” I said, “we both need to stop letting others control our lives. Maybe it’s time to make our own choices.”
Easier said than done, he typed, but his eyes held possibility.
“True. But maybe we can help each other,” I suggested.
For the first time since my mother’s death, I felt understood by someone who cared about my happiness, not my utility. It was dangerous, but it was hope.