WORTHLESS

Jungkook I'm busy cooking dinner in the kitchen, when suddenly an arm wrapped around my waist. It's him. Taehyung, my boyfriend. I smiled widely before I turned off the stove. I turned around to look at him. He's smiling at me. The smile which his upper and lower teeth is showing. A signature boxy smile of his. Taehyung look so handsome. "Hi love." He said softly. "Hi." I replied shyly. We've been in a relationship for 6 months but I still got shy when he is being affectionate. He look at my lips and slowly lean his face. I closed my eyes when he pressed his lips on mine. After a few seconds he move away from me. His arms still wrapped around my waist. He starred at me while having a smile on his lips. I look away, blushing. Feeling the butterfly in my stomach. He always have this kind of effect on me right from the start. Which I always find my self being a blushing mess like I am right now whenever he look at me or he smiled at me. Taehyung chuckled. Before he kissed me on the cheek. Then placed his head on my shoulder. "I love you." Taehyung whispered then he kiss my shoulder. Suddenly my knees felt weak. The butterfly in my stomach is getting wild and now I'm a total blushing mess. Sometimes, Kim Taehyung is too much. He makes me so weak for him. He drives me crazy. "I love you too." I replied. "I love you more." Taehyung kiss my neck and my exposed collar bone. "I miss you so much." I wrapped my arms around his neck. "I miss you too." Taehyung look at me. He smiled, I smiled back. We just stared at each other for a minute or two. Taehyung wrapped his arms around my waist. He slowly leaned on to capture my lips again. He kiss me slowly. I closed my eyes and kiss him back. The kiss is intimate yet it doesn't indicate lust. It's like he's telling me how much he loves me. Most of the time when he kiss me, he don't necessarily want things to lead to s*x. Instead it's something that makes me feel so safe, happy and loved. Taehyung never failed to make me feel so special when I am with him. I love him so much for that. I just love him so much. I feel like I am the luckiest person because Kim Taehyung, one of the most beautiful and kindest person chooses me. Sometimes he feels so unreal. Like he is a dream. If he is... I don't want to wake up anymore. Taehyung pulled away. He cupped my cheeks and peck my lips. Taehyung look me in eye and rubbed his nose on mine. I closed my eyes, I giggled as I did the same. It's his thing, everytime he got a chance he will do it. It's sweet. He is so sweet. I love him. "I'm hungry." Taehyung said as he stopped and pulling away from me while pouting his lip. I chuckled. Sometimes I wonder if he is really 26 years old like what he told me because sometimes he acts like a toddler. Although I'm not complaining, I love the side of his as well. "Okay my big baby, let's eat." I said. Taehyung glared at me while still pouting. I walk away, he followed me. We prepare the table together. We eat while his telling me about what happened on his business trip in Thailand. How they get the deal and their boss treat them in a nice fancy restaurant where Taehyung unexpectedly meet the lead star of my favorite BL series SOTUS, Krist Perawat and Singto Prachaya in the comport room. He got a picture with them and even got an authograph in his own handkerchief. Taehyung told them that I am their biggest fan so I make him watched their series as well. He said that Singto and Krist chuckled and said that they would like to meet me as well and stay strong to our relationship. Taehyung also got to taste Pink milk and he said it taste so good unlike the one in a Thai cafe here in Korea. I feel like I wanted to cry I feel so envy because he already got to meet them and jump with happiness as the same time because he got me their authograph too and buy me Peraya's merch as well. He also asked me how is my day so I tell him what happened to me at my work. On how our first costumer buy one 1300 won donut and pay 50,000 won. It got me really pissed and I try not to show it. I complained to him how some costumer are inconsiderate. "If it's your work make you frustrated baby just quit. I have a nice job after all you can just stay home and be my full time boyfriend." He joked I slapped him in arm. "Ouch babe that hurts." Taehyung rubbed his arm like trying to ease the pain. I kissed him in the cheeks and said I'm sorry. When finish eating, I washed the dishes and Taehyung take a shower. After I finish I go to our bedroom and see Taehyung sitting on our bed drying his hair. He looked up to me and smiled I smiled back. I walked towards him. I get the towel when i reached him so I will be the one to do it. He pulled me in between his legs and hugged my waist. He pressed his cheeks in my stomach making it harder for me to dry his hair. I giggled . "What's my big baby wants?" I asked. He look up at me, he glared at me and he pouted making me laughed. "You are so cute hyung, sometimes I wonder if you are really older than me? Or do you lied about your age." I dramatically gasp. He hugged my waist tighter while he laughed at me. "You are cuter jungkook. No, you are the cutest my love." Taehyung said sweetly. I looked away from him getting shy as a my cheeks tinted in pink. Taehyung stand up and kiss my forehead before he get the towel in my hand and put it in the laundry. I rubbed my cheeks. Trying to calm my heart as I felt the butterfly in my stomach go crazy like they aren't some small creatures anymore like I have an entire zoo in my own little tummy. I'm so in love with him. He is the only person who makes me feel this way. "Let's sleep my love." "Okay." We lay on the bed facing each other. He wrapped his arms around me. I hugged him back. He put his head on my neck. My hands find it ways in Taehyung's fluffy hair, brushing it using his fingers. He kiss my neck that is followed by sweet I love you's. He repeat it for many times. Then he pulled away. He hold my hand that is currently in his head and bring it on his lips. Taehyung leaned on my faced to kiss my nose and my forehead and lastly my lips. I just looked at him the whole time while my insides going crazy and my heart beating wildly. "Goodnight my love." "Goodnight." His hands finds its way under my head as he pulled me closer to him. I place my head on his neck and he wrapped his other arm to my shoulder down to my waist. I placed my hand on his chest and the other one is on his waist. We look each other in the eye. I smiled at him and he smiled back at me. Taehyung whispered goodnight once again before he slowly close his eyes. I stared at him for a moment still smiling. "Why are you starring at me love?" Taehyung asked without opening his eyes. "I'm just thinking if you really bought the Peraya's merch because you didn't let me see it, so I'm doubting." I joked. "Of course I did." He replied eyes still closed. "I know, I'm just kidding." I giggled. "I miss you so much hyungie." "I miss you too baby." He replied pulling me closer to him. "Let's sleep." "Okay." I said and slowly closed my eyes as I felt him kiss my head. I love him so much.