That half of me

Get to the point

“Aria…why was you so cruel to me earlier? I’ve never seen you like that before and it really scared me. I don’t want you to become like your father…a traitor none the less.”

“Sorry, it just happens at times. Its happening more and more lately….what do you mean ‘like your father’? What has he done to make himself a traitor?”

“He stopped the elders from sending a hunter to destroy you. They wanted you dead because of what you are doing but your father killed the hunter before he got a chance to start his mission….your father is now in one of their prisons down in the tunnels and they torture him by showing images of you dying. Aria you really need to think of what your actions are going to do to people like your father.”

I can’t believe what kiaton has told me so I close me eyes and wish that this was all over.

I must have begun to cry because I instantly felt his arms go round me and pull me onto his lap. The tears begin to flow and I cry into his chest hoping to have a final piece of comfort before the darkness over comes me….

"you can't keep doing this to yourself. Nothing will change the past or who you are, your a nephilim for f**k sake!" kiaton is pacing the front room talking to himself not realising I'm awake. I want to scream that I'm not you but I can't. He's right, it just too stubborn to notice or admit.

" Kiaton, can you help me? I want to control this monster, I'm scared once I lose control I won't come back" I start to cry and pulled me legs up to my chin letting it all out to the one person I can.

"I will do everything in my power to help you, I promise you that. We also need to help your father he-" " NO! that man is not my father just a sperm donor who left my mother to be slaughtered by the things he pissed off!" I've launched myself from the sofa at this point oint and im close to losing it. I turn towards the garden and walk away before I do something I would regret with all my heart..