NOW OR NEVER

When is it okay not to be okay? And when is it not okay to be okay? There is a lot of 'what ifs' inside my head. A lot of 'why' inside my heart Seeing things negatively became my habit. Positivity is like seeing a perfect couple to me, in short, it's impossible. I am Zayannah Averal, 17 years old and a senior high school student. People used to call me Zayan, by people I mean my father's friends. I have a 14-year-old brother named Zarylle Averal, he's smart kiddo. He is an 8th grader, seriously speaking we're veeeery close. I also have a father, Robi Averal. He is a Governor, and soon to be a Congressman, and we're not close. I mean, he always put 'work first, before my kids' that's why. And lastly, I don't have a mother. I have a biological mother who gave birth to me of course but she left us 10 years ago when I was seven years old and my little brother was four years old. I isolated myself that's why I don't have friends at school. I only have one that I can consider as my friend, and it was Ate Miah, she's a kind person and she owns a coffee shop, which happens to be my favorite shop. I studied at Hanson Academy, a very popular school. I'm just a normal student there studying and moving on from my past. *** -Hi, I just want to say that I call my readers, READERS:> @itsyour_kl on IG Follow me for more updates and more upcoming stories~ Also read my personal blog.