Ch 27
Julia Thomas
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I feel better to be honest
There was no need for me to stay the night at the hospital
But when the doctor asked how I was doing I lied saying, very tired
Because I can't go back home
And I can't face Nathaniel
Knowing he belongs to someone else.
I should have seen this coming.
I knew the depth ,before I entered the water
But I didn't expect it to be this cold..
Or to realize that I was still.. Loving him!
In love with him
Or the fact that my lungs were weak to put myself in this torture
Maybe I just love him, and I'm not in love with him
Maybe a few more days, this wouldn't hurt me this bad…
Maybe I'll move one day..
But I'll never forget the pain I felt when I saw him propose another women in front of my own eyes
It's unthinkable
I can't
