Worthy

As I was staring a huge wolf from eye to eye, I must admit I started to regret my lifechoises. Why I wanted to go camping alone? Without a phone that worked or enough battletraining to survive an alfa. Tho I don’t think that any training in the world would have helped me against this wolfe, this huge lycan, I tried to pull myself together. Ava, my quite normal and average sized wolf, was howling inside my mind, when I saw another lycan emerge from the forest. s**t, I’m in trouble, I cursed in my mind realismia I was looking at my mate.  Now don’t get this wrong, I would like to have a mate. I don’t really need one, even if it’s deemed odd among werewolfes. But I always hoped to be mated to someone average, omega or beta, maybe even human. That would have ment quite nice and not at all problematic life. Unlike alphas, betas and omegas were quite nice to live with. They had strong bond with their mates, but weren’t that jealous. There were quite a lot alphas who were borderline abusive, both mentaly and physically, with their mates. Their wolfes were so strong, that mites with hormones they were more wolf than human. And speaking of human, their matebond were weak, humans could actully cheat on their mates without any consequences, if you didn’t count their werewolf mates possibly even killing them as one. But still, those relationships were, on my mind, actually quite helty relationships when you compared them to alphas.  And then there were lycans, well not really because they were thought to be extinct for over a hundred years. So you can only Imagine my suprise when I stumbled nose to nose with, not one but with two, lycan. And my shock when I realised that the bigger one, what I hoped to be a beta but which was almost lost surely an alpha, was my mate. And stupid person may think being that things mate would safe me, but that person would be very mistaken. Werewolfes may be able to loose their mate or reject them, but they couldn’t kill them, because goddes sees that as an act of defianse and would deemed that wolf to their demise. But lycans.. only way they could reject their mates was by killing them, which I never understood, but maybe you weren’t supposed to understand our goddes.  And to think, a week ago I didn’t have any mates, now I was running from one and landed face to face with another.