I Love You, Goodbye

CHLOE Millions of women dream of getting married, and I am one of them. In a few hours I will be Mrs. Hamidon . I am currently preparing with my Brides maids who have not been able to wait. In our barracks because I am the so-called 'unfortunate' always unlucky in love, but now I will never. Chino Hamidon is the right man for me, the right groom and the right father for our children. "I'm so proud of you" mama whispered to me almost crying. Since then mama has been my number one comforter and supporter. Since then, she is with me when I want to attend an event- she is so supportive. I am also the only woman among our siblings and that is also one of the reasons. "Mama, thank you. I know it hurts for you that I will get married" I said while massaging the back of it "That's okay, your dream is to get married in front of the altar with the dream and the right man and this is the right time." He said "It's just me, I don't have a baby girl anymore" he added and we laughed together, and I hugged him. In the middle of our hug with mama, the door suddenly opened loudly due to the shock of the people in the room, mama and I were alone there. I automatically stood up and approached Biji. "Biji, what happened to you?" I asked with a laugh, because he looked like he was being chased by a bunch of horses. He is also the organizer of our wedding. He adjusted himself first before speaking, which made me nervous "C-Chloe?" he said and I noticed someone talking on the other line so I quickly grabbed the phone from him and talked to the person on the other line "Hello?" I will ask "Hello is this Ms Chloe Villaflor?" he asked and we suddenly had a voice  "Doc the  patient " he  added "Yes, this is Chloe Villaflor. Why?" I asked and I felt mama and my other friends approach "Your fiancée is very conscious right now. You need to go here right away. Your fiancée really needs you at this moment, thank you." He said and turned off the line I didn't flinch anymore and I quickly got into the Bridal car with mama. Let me run call Biji "Chloe! The wedding?" its a confusing question "You take care first, please. I owe you" I said last and got into the car, the driver pulled the car over. CHINO This is the moment I most long for everyone to get married to the woman I dream of and that is Chloe. Since High School she is the one I fantasize about being married to, and now it will come true. "Dre! Congrats, that will be Mr. Hamidon's full." Denver was with me at the same time, I laughed because he was so serious "Besides, don't ever forget that I will be the godfather of your future child Mareng Chloe" "Of course yes, you are my only cousin. Besides, you are strong for me" I answered with a laugh, I was also a bit nervous. I went straight to the car to go to church, it would be embarrassing if my bride was there first "Brother, is there no other way to church? Maybe my soon-to-be-bride will be even earlier" I said and at the same time peeked at my watch, Its 9:30 and I should be at church. My driver immediately nodded and changed the way to church I stole my cellphone and I smiled a little because of my wallpaper- my Wife is just my wallpaper, yes wife even if the wedding is later. I opened the message and I texted that he should be but maybe he thought I was atat so I immediately deleted it. But nothing will happen if I text him. TO: WIFEY CHLOE When I was in the hospital, the people I met looked at me, but instead of noticing them, I went straight to OR. I received a text message earlier that they were in OR. When mama and I arrived outside the OR, I immediately saw a man in a black hoodie and hat, he was the one who texted me. He just bowed. "Excuse me?" I asked as he looked up at me "Yes?" he asked and looked at me from head to toe "So, you must be the fiancé" "Yes I am, what happened?" I will ask "Your fiance's car collided with the truck in front of them" he replied "The driver is already in the recovery room, because he was not the one who was seriously injured" I was suddenly depressed by what I heard. "Chloe, honey" I heard a voice from behind, then I saw Chino's Mom "Aunt" I said once closer to him "Where's Chino?" aunt asked worriedly "Auntie is still inside" she pointed at the OR door and suddenly the door opened and she spat out a Doctor "Doc, how is my son?" aunt asked the doctor, but that was how her reaction changed "Were very sorry but we do everything we can do, but he left" said the doctor I sat on the floor and sobbed, as did my aunt. We didn't even meet, we didn't even say our wedding vows. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ "It's my 29th birthday. When Chino disappeared 3 years ago I thought my life would also end there due to illness, but by the grace of God I survived from my Depression about what happened. Thanks to my family, Chino's Family and friends for helping me to recover. And to you guys who came for my birthday thank you so much. I won't prolong it, maybe you will cry more. "I said and they laughed" Enjoy the party everyone "at the same time my glass of wine was high wind and so are they When I got off the stage, Chino's Mommy greeted me- even though Chino was gone, we continued to communicate with his family. "Happy Birthday Chloe, I know Chino is also celebrating in Heaven" he said "Thank you tita!" I thank him for "eat please" I invited "No need hija, actually I just passed by to give it to you" he said while reaching for a tape "What is this aunt?" I asked while holding the tape "That should have been Chino's gift when you got married. I'm sorry I just gave you hija" when my aunt was patient with me, I also shook my head "It's okay aunt, I know it's hard to let go of things you don't want to forget" I replied "I will never forget her either, I hope you too Chloe. By the way we are in the US for good, Maybe this is the right thing to do to at least alleviate our resentment here in the Philippines, but we will still visit here on the anniversary of Chino "he said while patting my left shoulder" I will not last long hija, I will leave. " The day after my birthday party I woke up in my room and I was still a bit dizzy but I forced myself to get up because it looked like a man was walking to the terrace of my room A man with his back turned but I could see his elegant body. "Chinese?" I hurried to the terrace but I failed to see him but I saw a butterfly and landed on my shoulder "Chino, if you can hear me. I just want to say I miss you so much" I said looking up at the sky In the middle of the lift I remembered what my aunt had given me last night so I quickly went into my room and picked up the tape and watched it on my portable "For my beloved ex-girlfriend or should I say my Wifey" is what the first five seconds of the video say Here are the memories of the two of us. First, when we went to Disney Land we almost got lost. Secondly, when we went to Korea we could barely ask for directions because we did not know Korean. Third, fourth, fifth. We just have a lot of memories on this tape. And in the last part of the video he has a message .... "Denver, fix the video, I'll really tease you" "Oh, okay? Am I starting?" I laughed when he asked his cousin Denver "Hi Chloe sipunin! AHAHAAHAHAH just kidding babe. Have you watched the video clips I made? Of course yes, because you are here in the part of my speech right? Bet on the rock that Darna ate that while watching this I was next to you and covered with a blanket because of shame " I looked next to me, but you are not here Chino .... "I just want to say that I love you so much. I can't explain how much I love you as long as I'm there. Wait Dre cut first, I pee" I laughed and laughed because of what he said "There I'm back to my new video, just kidding. Langyang speech right? AHAAHAH as long as you know how much I love you. And last but not least. After this video you will speak in front of me, okay? I'm fine Love You, Goodbye! "He jumped on the camera And the video is over ... I quickly adjusted because something important was happening to me. "Hey Chino! Three years ago but I still have it in your heart and mind. I am here to fulfill what you said in the video. I want to say that I love you very much. Because your deception, first you are annoying. I know here you are by my side to watch over me " "until now I am not looking for something new, maybe in heaven you have someone else. Just kidding " I looked up at the sky and it was a bit rainy. "yes Chino, there is no one else there" The name tombstone touched me again ....                                                                            In the loving memory of                                                                                 Chino Hamidon                                                                    November 18,1991- August 31,2017                                                                     "I Love You too Chino, Goodbye"