68 Erica “Whatever happens, happens,” Adam’s words reeled in my head as I tried my best to distract myself. When I had left Josh the other night, I had told myself I was going to be taking a break from Adam and Josh but one phone call from Adam and I found myself parked blocks away from his house as he took his bike to come get me. I had spent the night at Adam’s and the next day in his place, making love and memories. Not until Adam decides to act a fool and felt it was time I became committed with him. His last words before I left had been ‘whatever happens, happens,’ and even now I still didn’t know what those stupid words meant. Did I love Adam? Maybe. Could I ever stop seeing him? No. Was I going to leave Josh for him? Never! I wished I could spell it out for Adam that it w

