THE LOVELORN

is that?, awesome!" I said while glaring at the waist rotating and gallivanting on the helpless eyes of mine and that of the other aid less students. Jane is actually good in this;yeah I learnt it and my opinion will actually be similitude to that of any other eyes in the classroom. Perfect of course. I adjusted my blue over white school tops,and my white short that circled the all white shirt and short and a blue pullover hanging on the shirt with a badge that is written ,Bethel Advanced school bold and clear to all eyes. Jerry couldn't help his eyes, "Hey bro, take a look guy", he uttered gently while trying to alert me. I took a glance and discovered the black cat. I assimilate that Jane's black and white pant has exhibit to the innocent eyes of the aid less students as she twerks with all conscience and they cheered her,these ones will display a yellow teeth,the other green,the others will clap and the others stamps there feet. That's how people are. Some clapping for demons and mounting like masquerades. I felt bad anyways. How could I alert her that she'd sold her self out?,why that even rhyme. She's just knew here,to the class,to everyone even me, I haven't had any conversation with her,not one,not even a query," You got any book?", or "can you help me with this or that?" ,which is constant use among students and I receive that in thousands per day. I wonder if she's different, different huh, how different?. Maybe she's an introvert or maybe she's trained better or maybe She's not numb,that should be the difference right? but no, I couldn't say I think, she's just here today for the first time,just today. As I was wondering and with a wandering mind stuffed with the thoughts of a Samaritan; I was glaring all with all attention and all that made me at the perilous turning of her waist, though this time, motionlessness and a bit carried away. All of a sudden, she stood and gaze at everyone with only her balls moving;I didn't knew that the music was paused,my mind is already off the shore. She was such a savage, a Cynosure too. I was still glaring with my eyes but not my mind and she heeded an eye contact to my forlorn eye that lasted for a minute or maybe more and I was unaware of that,not at all. I got back to be me when I found out that the music was curtailed,the whole class busy. And Jane tearing a piece of paper to write something,I think. I turned to still a glance at Jerry to know whether there's any thing reasonable going on,I guess no. Jerry was drawing a human sketch, and that clearly answered my question and cleared my mind. I opened my locker and made for my pen,maybe to get busy writing or maybe drawing a sketch too since I don't have a pencil or maybe...what? Nothing, just to get busy. yeah. no novels currently; a girl I could have bargained from who happens to be Jane's closest friend,was so busy today. She was said to be helping a teacher in the lab but I haven't set eyes in her since my entrance to the school or maybe I wasn't aware if I ever did, because you see with the mind, not the eyes. Anyways,I wonder when she will be back to the classroom, maybe during the dismissal. Just less than a minute, the class door opened and Laurette dashed in with a glowing smile and her simple step of a feet over another and her chubby posture displayed on her uniform,yeah,she's chubby and short and her fair skin made her beautiful and her lens eyeglass made her unique. She reached for her seat which was nearest to Jane's and sat. She didn't greet anyone except Jane and no one cared except I but I kept mute. She noticed me,wanted to wave but no,she didn't. I know she wanted to and I wish she did. I threw off my face feeling shy to the toe. Is it shy or nervous? I don't even know,I'm just bootless.