Where is Lisa ?

I take my socks off put them in the shoes, that I have been wearing for so long I don't even remember when I bought them. it's not like I survive of them it's just that they were still good and sturdy.i saved for this shoes atleast pay off ..:) i walk towards my kitchen passing a tiny living room with one blue sofa and a tv in front . I live alone in this house since 2 years. I rented this apartment through my mother's friend .and I don't like living here it's like a favor from my mother when she throwed me out of the house .. I want to get out this house. it never felt like home .I felt like my mother is probably chuckling in her house with her boyfriend in bed ,bragging about her and her success. the success where she forgot about her children and her husband. the success which costed her own family.still she's living off that guilt and disgust... don't worry I'll get out of here soon. I applied for the manager's position in a paper maker company called flying paper company. my coworker at the department store told me about it ..and how my qualifications are eligible for this job. and soon I applied. it's in a near by city. so that I can move out from here . I grab a cold water bottle and drink it . it froze my teeth and breath feels clean and cold. I like cold water. yeah Iike it coz it's cold .I have a HOT relationship with cold. I bring my laptop from the table and I flop on my sofa. this sofa is the only thing I adore the most in this house .this only sofa feels like home. when I left my home , I begged my mother to take things from my room and after that I'll never see her again. and guess what I took. yes this tiny sofa from my room. I grew up sitting on this . whenever my parents used to fight . I used to slam the door and cover my ears and sleep on this sofa. I used to feed my stomach on this sofa when my mother and her boyfriend used to dine in the kitchen . I used to sit on the sofa doing the things I loved the most. reading, writing, drawing the dying trees with two dry leaves surviving on them, or just staring at the ceiling. this sofa holds it all.. all the good and bad memories.. I open my laptop and start to check my e-mails I see an email from Emily from the HR department and a an email from Henry Morris the CEO of flying paper company. before even opening the emails I know for sure what i am getting into. they sent me emails 1.bcoz I got selected 2. bcoz they want a refund . I said "REFUND"because after my interview while thanking them , my hand knocked of the vase that they said we're Henry's favourite one. at that moment I thought I was never getting this job now... Guess I have to work my ass of in the department store all my life. Henry never mentioned me after that incident. and now after 2 weeks this e-mails im scared because I'm not ready im not ready for paying thousand of dollars for an ugly looking vase nooo with tiniest courage left in my chest I open the email of Emily . I read it ..word by word, slowly making my brain process the things I say I read it again ,word my word, nervously, excitedly, shockingly and my voice screams YES !!!!!!! I GOT THE JOB !!! WHATTT!!! I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EYES WHAT I JUST SAW MY EARS COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT MY VOICE SCREAMED I GOT THE JOB IM FINALLY MOVING OUT OF THIS APARTMENT.... CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEW PAGE OF MY BOOK ... AUTHOR NOTE : Vanessa got her dream job at flying paper company.. but what awaits for her in the new city,new people ,and new life ? will she happy to make this choice or will she regret this decision for her life will the new page of her book will start by flying colours or a splash of blood ..... chapter 2 coming soon