Realization
In the village call Green spring there was woman by the name Roselie, she had two children, one by the name Rose and the other John. To Rose, she was the best mother she could have been, but at the end of the day her mother never treated her equally to her brother. John has the look that any woman would die for, the man to have, his body is thick, and has coils of money, his dark long hair reached to his neck.
when they was much smaller they grow together and have each other back, but now, all John want is to be around people that have money. days and years pass and she wished she would be her brothers favorite once more, but only when he wants something remember her.
Rose works and put her self out there has best as she can to make the best for her self and her family, but her family never seem to care or appreciates whatever she does, she is just realizing that her family is all about the money and whatever anyone can do for them.
Rose was so hurt knowing how her family uses her so much, when she gets so little to recognition and acknowledgement from them, its always what they want and she has had to suffer for her family.
Time and time over, they have cursed her so bad until she feels like she is nothing. but she never gave up hope because she knows her two children need her to be strong.
Rose wants to be best mother she can and make sure that neither ever feels like they are not loved, she prayed night after nights for them, to show her family she is a better mother than her mother Roselie just to make her know she should never have preferred one child than the other .
Rose was now having a flashback to when she was once a child, and how her life was with her mother Roselie, and her father Lewis.
She thought about how her mother use to tell her about her father leaving her to go out with multiple, women and friends, she said he never care about us. She had to find her own ways out. On many occasions, Rose has had to ask her self, if it's so why is her mother putting her though all this. She then remembered when her father took out everything out of the house and leave her mother with nothing but her on his brother John.
That is when she start to see the realization of why she had to be the perfect daughter for her mother, but all when she was, Roselie never cared about that, all she saw and focused on was what John was doing and if John was ok. If Rose needed anything, she was told that she should go out on the road are sell her body to help her self to eat and feed her daughter Angel, who was quite young because she never working at time.
Even whilst going through all that Rose always believed one day it would stop and she can live a peaceful life, but years passed, she counted the days, crying at night for her child to grow, hoping God would help her get thought it all. Rose looked on all that she went through, her mother never treated her brother John like how she did her, even when Roselie talked to John and he was being disrespectful to her she love him unconditionally, Rose never once harboured any hate for them, she still cared for her mother and loved her brother endlessly.
Rose will always remember the good in people and forgive them for the wrong they did her. She then had a next flashback that hurt her so much, she remembered when her mother cursed her, telling her that she should give up.
She went to Lewis and said, father, I have something to ask you with tears running down her face, she asked, how would I look inside of a coffin, all her father could manage to say to her, without comforting her, was stop thinking like that, but he unfortunately never attempted to stop Roselie from cursing her so bad.
Rose felt her eye fill with tears of sorrow and hurt, wishing she could forget all this hurt and trauma. Rose reached the age where she could get a job but all the works she look, she was told she needed to have experience and that was something she never had until she get work in restaurant for a week but the boss never wanted to pay her the full money that she signed for but she said to her self, I need money for my daughter Angel and herself.
Rose call the boss one day and ask about it, the boss said it was misunderstanding but the same time she fired her when she thought things was getting better, she fell right back on her face. Having to start right back where she was, she meet this man by the name Nick, Nick was nice man but where she is in her life nothing no one say never seems to amaze her. they exchange words and contact number she walk off smile for the first in a long time. when she reach home her face lost that smile due to the toxicity of home, but as the night fell, she start to thing about what happened and who is the man and if he could help her get out of this s**t life.
Nick became a man she could look to and run too, that's how much faith this man give her to fight all that going on. while Rose was looking for another work still nick had her back and help to send her daughter to school, he bought food to feed her until Rose got a next work as an Dental assistant, this paid her little and nothing, it could not even buy lunch but she still work with it because it can feed her child.
Three months passed and she was to recieve pay increase but this boss once more never seem to be please that months flew by for her to get it on said to her she is not up to the standard this was when she realize that if she allowed herself to be put down she will always be down so she take money she get on leave and never return back to that place.
Rose went to nick tell him all that go on him was so up set with people use his friend like she is nothing. then few weeks later she make up her mind go back there and get a new work where she was a salesrep she was so happy, it was better pay and she take care of all she needed.things was ok for sometime then Roselie struck once more.
She again started on rose saying that she leaving the pain in the night coming home too late and won't stop call her ask where is is tell she can't bother no more and stop answering her call. then when she reach home Roselie started to cuss her but all she can do is take cursing and lock her self in her room and wish she never was there. then she call Nick and ask him if him can take her out of the house but she going to put Angel to bed first then call back nick and two of the drive out in to the night then nick look at rose and realize that she was spaced out. Nick took her driving and came to stop near the beach.