Gwyn
What have I done? It wasn't s*x but it was still cheating. I hate this, I hate that I am doubting myself and if I am a good person after what I had just done. Gabriel had said he wanted me to see what Gareth really means to me and he said he would be okay with me going as far as actually sleeping with Gareth, so why am I still feeling so damn guilty about wanting Gareth?
Gareth runs his fingers up and down my back, sending chills over my body, but it helps me relax and brings me more comfort than words ever could. "I can't believe I am lying in your c*m. It should gross me out, but it really doesn't." I tell him, trying not to think about how wrong this is but how right it feels. Like I fit perfectly against him even though he is ridiculously big and I am so damn tiny against him.
