Gareth
She is crying and I hate myself for making her cry. She doesn't make a sound, but her body is shaking with the force of the tears and I can feel her tears dripping down my shoulder. I shouldn't have taken advantage of her, shouldn't have pushed her so far. She is fighting her guilt and I wish I could say that I am doing the same, but I don't. I have no guilt for taking what is mine, but I do hate the fact that I am making this so hard on her. "Gwyn?" I ask softly, moving back so that I can look at her face. Tears are streaming down her face but no sound comes out. "I am sorry I am making this so hard on you. I shouldn't have jumped you like that." I need to fix this, but I don't know how. The only way I can make this easier for her is to walk away, stop messing with her head. Yeste
