Gwyn
I could see the pain in Gareth's eyes when I told him that I needed to call Gabriel, but I was so overwhelmed with emotion that I couldn't get myself to say more. A part of me was afraid that if I said more, I would end up saying too much. Tell him that I think I love him, which is stupid because you can't possibly know if you love someone in such a short time. I wanted to make sure that it wasn't an in the moment thing and that I wasn't just being overly emotional with everything going on. I want to know that when I walk away from Gabriel, that it is not because I just felt something at that moment. I hate the fact that it hasn't even been a full twenty-four hours and already I don't think about leaving Gabriel as an if but as when. I already know that I won't marry Gabriel, not no
