CHAPTER 2: SHADOW IN THE SUN 🌞
The next morning, the sun rose like a ball of fire over the Lagos skyline. I was awake before the first bus honked its horn. My heart was a drum, beating a rhythm of nervous excitement. I bathed with a small bucket of cold water in the backyard, scrubbing my skin until it glowed. I wanted to look my best, even though my "best" was just a faded yellow top and a wrapper that had been washed a hundred times
"Where are you going so early?" Mama asked from her mat. She looked better today. The medicine was working, and her eyes were clearer
"Back to the bridge, Mama," I said, braiding my hair quickly. "I have to sell. Now that we have a little extra, I want to save for Samuel’s school fees."
But in my heart, I knew that wasn't the only reason. I was hunting for a silver car. I was chasing a feeling that I couldn't even name.
I arrived in Maryland before the traffic became a monster. I bought a fresh batch of white lilies and deep red roses from the wholesaler. They were beautiful, their petals still wet with morning dew. I stood in my usual spot, but I felt different. Every time a silver car appeared in the distance, my breath would catch in my throat. I would stand a little taller, smoothing my hair with my hand.
One hour passed. Then two.
The heat began to bake the earth. The dust from the road settled on my skin like a second layer of clothing. I sold a few flowers here and there—one to a young man trying to apologize to his girlfriend in a taxi, and another to a woman going to a funeral. But my eyes were always searching
"He won't come back, you know," a voice hissed behind me.
I turned around. It was Bose. She was another street seller, older and bitter. She sold cold water in plastic bags, and she had seen many girls like me dream big dreams only to have them crushed by the Lagos heels.
"Who are you talking about?" I asked, trying to look busy.
Bose laughed, a dry, harsh sound. "The man in the silver car. I saw him yesterday. I saw the way you looked at him. Listen to me, Simi. Men like that... They are like the harmattan wind. They blow in, make everything dusty and strange, and then they leave. He was just being nice for a moment. To him, you are just a story to tell his rich friends at dinner."
"He's not like that," I snapped, though a small seed of doubt planted itself in my mind.
"He is exactly like that," Bose said, leaning closer. Her breath smelled of onions and old ginger. "Don't be a fool. A prince does not marry the girl who sells flowers on the highway. He marries a girl who smells like money."
She walked away, leaving me standing in the heat. Her words felt like cold water on my heart. Was she right? Was I just a "charity case" to Tunde?
As the afternoon dragged on, the traffic became a heavy, slow-moving river of metal. The noise was deafening—the shouting of conductors, the roar of engines, and the constant blaring of horns. I felt a headache starting behind my eyes. Maybe Bose was right. Maybe he was never coming back.
Just as I was about to give up and move to a different bus stop, I saw it.
It wasn't a silver car. It was a black, tinted SUV, much bigger and more frightening than Tunde’s Lexus. It didn't slow down gently. It pulled over sharply, forcing me to jump back onto the sidewalk to avoid being hit.
The door opened, and a man stepped out. He wasn't Tunde.
He was older, wearing a very expensive traditional Agbada that flowed around him like a dark cloud. His face was set in a hard, angry line. Behind him, two large men in black suits stepped out. They were bodyguards. People on the sidewalk stopped to stare. The air suddenly felt very thin
The man walked straight toward me. He looked at my dusty shoes and my basket of flowers with so much hate that I felt like I was shrinking.
"Are you the one?" he asked. His voice was like low thunder. It was a voice that was used to being obeyed.
"I... I don't know what you mean, Sah," I whispered, my legs shaking.
He stepped closer, and I could smell the expensive tobacco on his clothes. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a photograph. It was a picture of me and Tunde from yesterday. Someone had taken it from a distance while we were talking.
"My son is a man of great importance," the man said, his eyes narrowing. "He has a future. He has a wedding to a Senator’s daughter in two months. He does not have time to play with street girls in Maryland.
My heart stopped. His son? This was Tunde’s father.
"I... we were only talking, Sah," I stammered, tears stinging my eyes.
The man leaned in close, his face inches from mine. "Listen to me, girl. Lagos is a place where people disappear every day. If you ever speak to my son again, if you even look at his car, I will make sure you and your sick mother have nowhere to sleep. Do you understand?
He signaled to one of his bodyguards. The large man stepped forward and, with one swift motion, kicked my basket of flowers. The lilies and roses flew into the air, landing in the muddy gutter. The beautiful petals were instantly crushed under the tires of a passing bus.
"Stay in the dirt where you belong," the father said.
He turned around and got back into his black SUV. The door slammed shut, and the car roared away, leaving me standing in the middle of a crowd of staring strangers. My flowers were gone. My dream was broken. And for the first time, I felt the true danger of loving a man who lived in a palace.
I looked down at the mud, where a single white lily was being trampled by the crowd. Suddenly, a hand touched my shoulders
I jumped, thinking it was the bodyguard coming back to hurt me. I turned around, my breath hitched in my throat.
"Simi?
It was Tunde. But he wasn't in his car. He was standing there on the sidewalk, his clothes messy, his face filled with worry. He looked at the crushed flowers in the mud, and then he looked at me.
"Simi, what happened? Was that my father’s car?"
I looked at him, and then I looked at the dark SUV disappearing in the distance. I remembered the threat. I will make sure you and your sick mother have nowhere to sleep.
"Stay away from me," I whispered, stepping back. "Please... just stay away.
I turned and began to run into the crowd, leaving Tunde standing alone among the ruins of my flowers.