Destined to Love

She Left

Alex's POV

I am such an i***t, I should have explained her the whole situation. She might be feeling unwanted. What have I done!!

I never wanted to hurt her or leave her alone, I just couldn't bring myself to make love to her, when she innocently said about being a virgin.I truly want her to give ecstatic first time. I wanted to make it special. I ruined everything. I should go check on her and apologize, wish she doesn't misunderstand me though I have done more than enough for her to misunderstand me.

"Ava, open the door the baby. Please?" "Sir, Mam has slept a while ago, she didn't feel like eating, should I set a plate for you?" our maid said while I was knocking the door. "No, thank you, I'll be in my study, let me know when Ava wakes up in the morning for breakfast, and have a good night you may leave." I think she needs some space. I will talk to her tomorrow morning for sure.

I woke up as the rays of sun hit my face to realize I am still in the study. I should go talk to Ava. knock knock. Why isn't she opening the door, I twist the doorknob just to find she's not in the room. I search for her everywhere but can't find her. I ask all the maids, but no one saw her leaving the room. I call the watchman to enquire about it. "Sir, Mam left early in the morning in her car" he replied. I am constantly trying to reach her out, but all in vain, her phone is switched off. She has left me, will she not come back to me? sighing I sit down on the bed to find a piece of sticky note.

Will be out for some business deals, won't be reachable.

Take Care

Ava

The next best thing that comes to my mind is to call Claire, she might know where Ava is, she picks up on the second ring. "Claire, do you and Ava have some business meetings planned? "Well hello to you too Brother In Law. Now you don't even ask about me, everything begins and ends with Ava haa? And no we don't have anything for today. why do you ask? she teases a bit then replies. "Sorry Claire, it's just that I have messed up!" and I end up telling her everything. "Alex, you have really ruined everything. I haven't heard from her anything, will let you know once I reach out to her. Laters" She rushes off a bit. Atleast she'll give me some clue.

A day passed out without her whereabouts. Claire did not call up to say anything. Today also my calls went unanswered even to Calire. I could not concentrate a bit at anything. I should go and check her parents house. I drive up to them. "James honey look Alex is here to visit us when our daughter is out of the country" Mom says. Means Ava is out of country? And her parents are just aware about it. We sit and talk for a bit at dinner "Thanks for visiting us Son, try to come often, both of you please."Dad Says. I nod at them and take my leave.

As soon as I reach home there's a text from Claire that she'll call soon which she sent about an hour earlier. I call her instead unable to keep calm. "You have really messed up a big time Alex, I don't think she'll return so soon.I am even not sure what she's thinking, because she doesn't talk to me" "What should I do Calire I want to clear the misunderstanding, I know I was wrong, I just need one chance to show my feelings and apologize to her. But her phone is switched off and I don't even know where she is. Just tell me where is she, and I'll go and bring her home. Please?" I ask her in a plea "Alex, she's not in the country and I can not tell where she is, even if I tell you won't be able to reach her if she doesn't want and also because of the heightened security around her no one can even locate her. I will try to talk some sense to her. You don't have any options other than to wait for her return. I don't want that me telling you about her, complicate the things more." I understand what Claire is saying. She's the only who can tell if Ava is doing okay, and for now it is fine for me. "Just keep me updating if she's doing well or not?" "I will, take care Alex. Come down here if you want until Ava returns spend some time with us, we're also your family." "I will think about it, you too take care"

15 f*****g days have passed, there is no sign of Ava's return. Now Ava has cut off Claire, she too doesn't know where is Ava now, then who the f*****g hell knows? I spent full weekend with my family Xave-Claire and everyone else, it did not help and I am going insane. I have lost two major deals because of this madness. I am not myself, I don't blame Ava for it. Everything was my fault, I insulted her feelings. I keep on sending her voicemails every now and then but there is'nt a single reply from her. Did I really hurt her so much?

I usually sleep at the office. Going back home reminds me of her presence. My Intel agents tried to search for her but all in vain. How is it even possible that my intel is unable to search for her, until she uses another identity or has some stronger intel? The coldness in me has returned, rumors for the company closing down is everywhere. Nothing is in my control, my decisions, my heart, my brain. I am pissed off at myself for turning into this state, but then I am the one to blame for it. She left me because of me.