A new beginning
Bella:
The rain came down outside and the thunder were getting louder by the minute. it was now or never if I was gonna leave the town and leave the people who only caused me pain
My backpack was packed and ready under the bed, for when the night would come and the rest of the house would be wasted or to high to see or hear a damn thing. To night was the night I would leave this f****d up place called home, the "home" where I grew up in abuse and violence, where I learned to fight for my self and that I couldn't count on anyone other then my self. 18 years living in this town where nobody saw or wanted to see what happened inside these four walls.
Nobody would ever say anything to og about my dear father, the towns richest man and a beloved family man..
Family man my ass.. when he didn't spend his time f*****g every employee or babysitter, he drank and beat the s**t out of me, while my mother watched and didn't say anything.
She didn't give a f**k, as long as she got her money, drugs and whatever she wanted, she couldn't care less about her only child. but to night it's over, I will be gone and they will never find me.
I have used the last 3 years saving money from small jobs around town and tutoring kids from school, and now I have saved enough money to leave and never come back, to change my name so nobody would link me back to this world.
My backpack is packed with money, passport, close and essentials. when the clock turns midnight it's my 18th birthday and that's not a day I will be spending here.
My father's birthday present is marrying me off to his business partner, a 50 year old man who just got divorced for the fifth time and in no way are I'm gonna be his next wife.
This would be the last time he would hurt me, beat me and try to sell his own daughter to the highest bider just because he can og have the money to do so.. Selling his daughter because she is a cubby virgin and thinks that nobody wants her other then a 50 year old disgusting man, is f*****g sick.
I have been told all my life, that I'm a disgrace to the family name, that I'm ugly, fat, disgusting and the list goes on.
they kept tearing me down, until I was a shell and never thought that I ever could leave..
nobody would ever love me, want me or just be apart of my life, they made sure of that.
I don't need love or anything else from anyone, I just need myself and if I don't leave to night, I will lose the last piece I have left of myself and I can't let that happen.
I need to rebuild myself far away from this place and nobody is going to stand in the way of that
The rain came down harder down, but the clock was past midnight and it was time to get out of here. I toke my jacket and backpack out from under the bed and got ready. The house was quite and I opened my bedroom door slowly to se if the coast was clear. Lucky for me, there were nobody in sight and this was my chance. I went out to the hallway and walked slowly down the stairs to the front door. I unlocked the front door and stepped outside into the rain, locked the door behind me and walked up the driveway and out to the street.
I turned around and said goodbye to my home and to this life that I hated more then anything in this world.
And took a step into a new beginning