Aira's point of view. That bath seemed to have done the trick but I wasn't foolish enough to think that it was permanent. With Iris making erotic comments in my head about Jax I knew it wasn't going to last long. Jax had jumped into the bath with me when I was too cowardice to do it myself. He was so considerate of me. How long would the ice baths work for? Would one a day be enough, what if it got as bad as two or three a day? Was I not just prolonging the inevitable? It wouldn't be such a bad thing to have s*x with him, would it? My body was literally begging for it. But if I decided now when I was in my right mind couldn't I control how we did it? Would it be painful? The first time? Of course it would but for some reason I think Jax would make everything okay. I could trust hi

