Aira's point of view.
This was all so confusing and frustrating, people were going to die over me. Evan wants me dead so badly that he's hurt so many people already.
I didn't want this to happen. I wish I had never met Jax and Evan... Then I'd never be such a burden on their relationship and the burden of Evan's existence, but is it selfish of me to wish none of this happened?
That my relationship with Jax wasn't on its last straws?
Wasn't it supposed to be easy because we are mated?
This is all new to me and yet so many questions have popped into my head.
I want to make this work, we are fated to be...
It's only so hard because of Evan... And even though I felt awful thinking about it, it's true.
I don't want him to die, I don't want anyone to die for me or over me or even bec
