His Infertile Luna

Mine

I drew in a hurt breath through my teeth and quickly sat up trying to gather myself.

Heat travelled up my neck and flooded into my face. I was beyond embarrassed as I sat in shock staring at his hard and disappointed profile getting up off of the bed and walking naked into the bathroom. I wished the bed would swallow me whole.

Tears stung my eyes as I blinked heavily but they started to fall in heavy droplets.

His rejection and words hurt. I was devastated as I tried to grasp what had just happened.

There were no words that I could find to say as his dark head dipped inside the bathroom out of my view. I bit my lip and pulled my knees up to my chest.

I was trying to wrap my head around everything, especially the mood that had changed so drastically.

The heavy dampness between my legs was a present reminder of my current humiliation and I grabbed the sheet to quickly cover my nakedness. I felt small and inadequate.

I was suddenly self-conscious of my body and I further wrapped my arms around myself despite having already covered myself. It was my safe guard.

The harsh disgust that was written plainly on his face when he stared at me and where we were joined was etched in my mind. It slashed a deep wound inside me, making my body rack with sobs.

I could hear the shower running and I hurriedly swiped at my tears. I didn't know what to think or do.

Both my wolf and I were hurt. I couldn't please him.

I tried to gather myself. I broken heartedly looked for the rumpled nightgown that was tossed behind me and slipped it back on.

My wolf was unsettled, edging me to know what was wrong with her mate. I didn't know.

He came out of the shower and his muscles rippled as he moved to the closet with the towel wrapped around his waist. I gathered up the courage and decided I would try and find out what was wrong. I could try and rectify it in some way.

With his back turned to me, putting on his underwear, my chest burned. I felt like I was invading his privacy.

"I-Is there something wrong?" I croaked out.

" Why would anything be wrong?" he grumbled out exasperatedly as he looked for a shirt rifling through his drawer.

I shook my head fast to let it go but continued at the last minute.

" You didn't come to my appointment yesterday." I told him. "I even called and texted."

He didn't answer me as he continued to look for clothes. There was no hint across his features that he'd heard me but I knew he did.

My throat was dry and my heart pounded as I knew what I was going to tell him next. I fought to produce any sound in my throat and get it out.

" T-t-the doctor says I can't have c-children." I stammered out in a small voice. It came out sounding wobbly as I tried my hardest not to cry. The gaping hole and emptiness inside me from yesterday was now exposed.

" What?" he barked at me. His movements froze and a dark lock of hair fell over his forehead when he looked at me.

" The test results yesterday s-shows that I can't have any children."

His features changed and it made something in my stomach twist uncomfortably.

" You're barren?" he asked harshly.

His words made me flinch.

" Yes." I croak out, I fought against the urge to cry. " B-but I know we'll get through this. I was hoping we could both go in for a visit together next time so she could go through it with us again." I squeezed my fingers apprehensively.

He chuckled and I could feel my stomach clench. It wasn't the response I was hoping for.

" We'll get through this?" His voice dripped with sarcasm as he laughed at me. When he looked at me I drew in a breath in surprise. He was seething with anger.

" You wasted four years of my life!" he barked out and I almost jumped out of my skin. " Four years of my f*****g life!"

His words burned like acid.

" I'm sorry." I cried. This was not how I expected it to turn out. Not when I was in the car yesterday thinking of the man that loves me.

" I should have known." he scoffed and ran a hand along his chiseled jawline. " It was my fault for mating with someone beneath me!" he hissed.

My eyes widened and I struggled to form sentences.

" James, we can still talk about this and we can go to the doctor and talk to her. Just review any options available a-as to what's b-best for us."

" You must have lost your goddamn mind as well," he said coldly.

" You expect me, James Corval, to go to a goddamn clinic?!" he growled out and the resounding anger from him and his wolf made me whimper. "You expect me, one of the most powerful Alpha's to not have any children? To not have any heirs to my great legacy?!"

"I'm sorry."

" You have one use to me as a Luna and you can't even do that! The very least you can be used for is as a w***e and you aren't even tight enough for that." he sneered.

" What?" I asked. I was devastated. His anger was terrifying.

" You are defective and when things are defective you throw them away. " he growled.

Fear took me over when his words hit me. My heart was breaking into a million pieces.

" What-what does that mean?"

He was seething with anger when he started to march over to me and I drew back from him.

" It means it's time I find another mate, a real woman to do her duties!"