Lover For Life

We met eyes for the very first time at a young age only for a moment. And I wondered who he was and why I haven't seen him around school before. I didn't bother to ask these questions cause for one we were in trouble for doing or saying something we shouldn't have to a teacher. I told my teacher that i thought it was bullshit on how everyone was f*****g instead of doing the school work, so she got mad and sent me here to in school detention, I was pissed about it all I wanted to do was my school work and here I am in detention for it. But it was nice to see a new face, and here I thought I knew everyone...guess not. He tried talking to me but I told him that I didn't want to be in more trouble then what I already was and to please not bother me. A few short weeks I was transferred to a different school, I don't know why it happened but it did. I was no longer attending Ochoa Middle school, now I was attending a middle school called McLoughlin, which apparently my mom went to as well. While I was there I dated a couple guys here and there but none of them I really liked enough to want to keep them. The guys that I dated there just seemed less then was I was expecting. So I stopped having boyfriends and tried dating girls, now that was fun at the time until it wasn't, like when the girl I was dating decided to change her hair up like mine and dress like me...I mean she had me down to the T, and here I thought I was weird., But by her doing that was a weird in a creepy way. Her name was Summer, we got along a lot and had a great connection but after she did all that it changed between us. I started seeing how she was attention seeking from everyone we would hangout with, it was very disturbing. I ended things between her shortly after that, we tried to be friends but that didn't work out the way I would have liked. I didn't have many friends in school mainly because I was all over the place didn't like to be apart of just one crowd of people, I was trying to get to know people, but that left me by myself the most of the time. Which was fine cause all anyone wanted to do was make fun of or call people names which wasn't nice and would hurt my feelings. Then I found a group of people who of course still did that but I would do it back to them and then ask them how they liked it and that it wasn't very nice even though it felt good for a second it still wasn't okay. It made me think of the time I had got in trouble at my other school and the boy there., huh, wounder what happened to him? Finally started high school an my friend Nick and I started to hangout, who come to find out that we've know each other since the 3rd grade, which i thought was pretty cool and weird at the same time. We got to know each other more every time we hung out, we became bestfriends, then we dated for a little bit. He kept getting into trouble a lot and it bugged me when he knew that which pissed me off even more about it all, so I found a way to brakeup with him without him trying to talk his way out of it., I used my dad and said that he didn't want me to date a trouble maker anymore, and that he wanted me to date someone from the church, which was true my dad did say that., But I was only going through with it because I was tired of Nick getting into trouble and not hearing me, plus the church boy was cute. So I did what my dad asked and started dating the church boy, sadly I think I broke his heart by kissing a guy friend of mine, which I felt really bad about. But I couldn't talk to him about it, so my brothers did it for me. I was single shortly after that which to be honest was nice, I no longer had to think about someone else. I could finally focus on me and the things I needed and wanted to do in my life. So that's what I did, I went to my classes did my school work. When it started to get hard I would take a brake over at the corner in my hometown, smokers corner is what we called it. And that's where I saw him right there in front of me, we finally met face to face, so many years had gone by, but there he was hanging out at smokers corner. I wanted to run and jump into his arms but of course I didn't, I barely knew him. It was that day that i decided to follow him and a couple of friends to this kickit spot and party. I never really partied before so it was new to me, but I felt the need to get to know this guy once I remembered that I've seen his eyes and face before, I thought to myself that can't be the same guy from middle school....can it? As soon as everyone was stoned, we were all laughing at things that made no since, I still don't remember what we were all laughing about to this day. The guy that I felt the need to know asked me my name in front of everyone and for a second everybody was quite. I looked around the room then back at him and said Teresa my name is Teresa, some people call me Short s**t, Tink, Smurf or T, and what is your name?, what do people call you? They call me many names he said, Davi, Savage, The Plug, but my name is David. Finally I can put a name to those gorgeous eyes. He asked me what I was doing there? He said that I looked like I was out of place. I said well yeah it was my first time hanging out like this with everyone here, but I've partied before with the fam, its just a little different that's all. How was I supposed to know that getting stoned was a bad thing, I mean I did graduate from D.A.R.E. but I still didn't think weed was a bad thing back then for some reason.