Elara's POV
I thought that I could handle everything on my own, but last night I realized that I was out of my depth. When it comes to Zane. I can't win, no matter what I do.
I didn't want to kiss him last night and yet I did, the worst part about it is that I didn't even feel guilty like I should have. I kissed my brother-in-law and that on its own is enough to make anyone's skin crawl, so why did I do it?
I am at a point in my life where I feel like I am going to lose control one day, and should that day come, I am going to hurt the one man I love most in this world. I can handle almost everything, but I cannot handle not being with Corbin.
Zane is always causing problems for us, at this rate, I might have to convince my husband that maybe it is time for us to find our own place
