Elara's POV
I closed the door to the cabin and made my way to the bathroom. Happy to see that there was no sign hanging on the door, I assumed that it was empty, especially since the door was not locked.
It was only when I made my way inside the shower that I heard water running, there was indeed someone in the shower. Shocked that the person didn't lock the door, I froze.
I should have probably closed my eyes and walked away, instead, as if I was being pulled by some mystical force, I found myself looking up at the person in the shower.
Our eyes met, it was Zane, he was staring right at me while his hand was on his p***s. I didn't turn around, I could only stand there and stare in disbelief as he shamelessly rubbed his p***s up and down.
I felt my cheeks getting hot, the sight of him pleasuring himself like that was making me horny, I couldn't pull my gaze away from his hand.
His d**k was hard, wet from the shower, he moved faster, a moan escaped his lips as his semen splashed out and dripped on the floor. With a smile on his face, he pulled a towel off the rack and tied it around his waist.
Making his way out of the shower, he stopped In front of me, he came closer and went to my ear, then he said. “ Sorry…”
As if nothing happened, he took his toiletry bag and left. I have seen a lot of shameless people, but never one as shameless as Zane. Instead of being embarrassed, I was the one left with the embarrassment.
I shook my head and went into the shower. His pheromones were still lingering in the air, along with the scent of his shower gel. On the floor was his semen.
I wasn't disgusted by it, instead, the sight of it took me back to my earlier dream, it was like I could feel it inside my mouth again, I still remember how it tasted.
Without even thinking, I went to the floor and rubbed my fingers on it, I pulled the fingers to my face, tapping my fingers together, I played with it in my hands.
The flashes of Zane pleasuring himself played in my mind. How his eyes were locked on mine when he released his pleasure. I felt myself sweating, my pheromones filled the air, mixed with his lingering scent in the air, combined together, the scent was alluring, a perfect combination of top tier pheromones.
“ What the hell are you doing Elara, snap out of it,” I said and turned on the faucet to wash away the semen.
With a deep breath, I stood under the faucet, as I lathered myself with my shower gel, I closed my eyes, and in that moment, I imagined that it was Zane washing me.
I imagined his hands running the sponge all over my body, then gently kissing my shoulders from behind, the skin to skin contact on my back.
I dropped the sponge and leaned on the wall, my hand went to my breast, I gently pinched my n****e, just like Zane did in my dream. The feeling made me moan in pleasure as I felt my clit throb.
My other hand went to p***y, gently parting my labia apart. I put my finger on my clit and rubbed it gently, imagining that it was Zane, just like he did in my dream. I rubbed my fingers in circles.
“ Zane…” I whispered his name as I continued to pleasure myself.
At that moment, it was like I had triggered my Luna cycle, I was in heat, not only did I long for Zane's touch, but Lila wanted her mate as well.
My pheromones filled the air, cancelling all other scents, the need to come intensified, with my eyes closed, I imagined Zane entering me from behind, thrusting so deep and hard, it made my p***y throb and clench.
I moved my fingers even faster, feeling the need to come, all I could think about was Zane and how good it felt to be f****d by him, even if it was just a dream.
I imagined him coming deep inside me, with that thought, my own release came, I felt my orgasm coming hard, making me shake and my legs shake uncontrollably.
“ Zane…” I called out his name again.
By the time I was done, I was out of breath, and also felt embarrassed, but mostly guilty. Why would I do that? Why would I think about Zane while pleasuring myself?
Corbin is the one I am married to, he is the only man I should think about, the only man I should dream about. Seeing Zane again has messed me up.
I wonder if it was the same for him. We are fated mates, meant to be with each other. I was wondering if that is why he chose someone who looks like me, was it because of our mating-bond? Could that be why he chose his new woman?
I shook my head at the crazy thought. I was just reading too much into this. Corbin and I haven't been intimate in a month. With the Luna's untimely death, Corbin and I were left to make arrangements for the party.
That is probably why I was feeling like that. I still can't believe that I went into heat just thinking about Zane.
After my long shower, I went back to the cabin, this time, Corbin was back in the room, waiting for me I presumed.
“ You're back?” I said to him, he didn't come to bed last night, I wasn't even sure if I'd find him in the room when I came back.
“ Yes, dad and I had some business to talk about last night, it took longer than expected, I stayed overnight in his cabin,” he said and gave me a quick kiss.
“ I'm sorry I wasn't here when you woke up,” he said to me.
I don't blame him for staying out like he did. Corbin really wants to lead the family and the pack, having an exceptional brother who's good at everything like Zane makes this twice as hard for him.
Now that Zane is back, Corbin's position as CEO is not steady. If Zane is here for the company and the pack, Corbin has to work even harder to keep his position.
“ It's Okay…” I said and went to the closet to pick out a dress.
He sniffed in the air, then stood behind me and put his arms around my waist, he gently kissed my neck and said.
“ You smell so good, are you in heat?” He asked with a creased gave.
“ No, I don't know…” I said and moved out of his arms.
I wasn't supposed to be in heat. otherwise, I wouldn't even be here. I'm an Alpha, this shouldn't happen. I'm beginning to wonder if denying my mating-bond was slowly changing me into an Omega.
Though I am married to Corbin, not imprinting on him has its disadvantages, he cannot mark me or claim his territory. I remain his wife in name only, our wolves are worlds apart.
" Just as well, perfect for this," he said and handed me a bowl.
" What's this?" I asked, looking at the horrible brown water in the bowl.
" You heard what father said. The first to produce an heir is the one who will lead the company. So, last night I contacted one of the best fertility specialists in the country. He swears by this, it will work," he said and handed the bowl to me.
Though I have been married to Corbin for a few years now, we should have had a kid if it was going to happen. I am not even sure if this medicine is going to work.
But Corbin is my husband and I know how much he wants to be pack Alpha. This might be his only chance, I need to at least give it a try.
I took a deep breath and took the medicine, it was bitter, hard to swallow and yet, for Corbin, I drank it. Also, it would help me to ease on the guilt I have been feeling since I kissed Zane last night.