I WENT back on Juddah's pent house crying. Nasasaktan ako para kay Marhianna but I really have to do this. Mas maigi nang ganito. Kaysa naman ang bawiin niya si Juddah sa 'kin. Baka tuluyan akong magpakamatay kapag naging silang dalawa. Masyadong nakakadiri kung iisipin. I am serious when I said that I decided to work my marriage with him. Alam ko naman na hindi habang buhay na ganito. Juddah's my husband now. I should love him despite of Marhianna's still in love with him. I will do this for us. Ayokong tuluyang mabaliw si Marhianna sa nangyari. Baka itong naiisip ko, ito ang paraan para tigilan niya na si Juddah. Baka kapag tuluyan akong nahulog dito, tumigil na si Marhianna at hayaan na lang kaming dalawa na sumaya. Many sh*t happened and this situation is really f*cked up. I neve

