Fall of the Luna (completed)

Before the storm

*chapter contains mature content*

Finn’s POV

            It had been over a month since Kayla found out that she could never be a mother and I still hadn’t figured out how she knew about this. Part of me knew that regardless of what had happened, the damage had been done and there was no point in trying to find out how she knew. Yet, my wolf wouldn’t stop badgering me to dig deeper into this. The timing of everything happening all at the same time didn’t fail to catch my attention. I didn’t want to doubt anyone around me but the fact that Lynsie suddenly showed up after not being in contact with us for so many years was strange, and showing up with my pup after all this time was even stranger. Not to mention, right after this huge shock, Kayla learned about her infertility. I couldn’t even begin to imagine how hurt she must feel, seeing my pup from another woman and knowing that she would never have the same with me. Each time when I thought about this, I hated who I was in the past. If only I had been a better person and listened to my wolf, to wait for the one that the Moon Goddess herself had chosen for me.

            At the same time, I was thankful to the Goddess for her mercy on me. Despite everything that had happened, my Beta had stuck by me, and at least Kayla did not leave me. It was hard for Leyton and many times, I could feel his anger at me, but each time, he had chosen to do what was best for the pack and his sister. In the past few weeks, I’d been so busy trying to organize the logistics of co-parenting Jacob in the future and also spending time with Kayla, that most of the work of running the pack had fallen on Leyton’s shoulders. To say that I was grateful for his support would have been an understatement. I also knew that Reena had become an invaluable source of support for Kayla during this time. She was not only the Beta female to Kayla, but also her family and mentor at work. Moreover, Reena’s experience as a doctor brought some hope to Kayla that perhaps, there were still some tiny possibilities for Kayla to have her own pup. With my limited medical knowledge, I didn’t know how real this hope was and I’d be lying if I were to say that I wasn’t afraid that it’d end up in greater disappointment not only for Kayla but also for myself. Not being able to have a pup with Kayla pained me but it was nothing compared to not having my mate with me at all.

            It was nearly lunchtime now and I headed to the hospital to pick up Kayla for lunch. After the fight we had, I’d become more cautious with my actions. I didn’t want to upset or hurt Kayla any more than I already have in the past months, and during our last fight, I realized for the first time the personal sacrifices that Kayla made for me and our pack. Being a strong Alpha and leading our pack had been my dream since I was a pup and I never thought that Kayla would want to achieve something beyond our pack. I knew for a long time that she was great at human school and had wanted to become a doctor, but I had always assumed that she had wanted to do that for our pack, to fill in the gaps where our resources were lacking. After her outburst, I realized how selfish I had been all along and that realization heightened my fear of losing my mate, especially when I thought about how much pain she had to endure staying here and how much joy was waiting for her in the outside world. If she were to leave us, she wouldn’t have to see my pup anymore, reminding her that she’d never have one. If she were to leave us, she’d be able to fulfil her dreams of becoming a world-renowned doctor. The more I thought about it, the less reasons I saw for her to stay with me.

            The sweet scent of cherry blossoms snapped me out of my self-pity and a sudden emptiness overwhelmed my heart. The mid-day sun made Kayla’s hair glow and the light breeze was filling the air with her scent. I quickly walked to the entrance of the hospital and pulled my little mate into my arms. The feeling of holding her filled the emptiness and I didn’t want to let go. “Finn, people are watching,” Kayla whispered harshly as she tried to push me away. I smiled and let her go so that I could kiss those plump red lips. The taste of her lips against mine was intoxicating and I wanted more. Let them watch, little mate. What’s wrong with the Alpha loving his Luna? Besides, it’s lunchtime now, and I know what I want for lunch. I could feel Kayla’s face heat up as I pushed my thoughts to her. Without allowing her to protest, I scooped her up into my arms and dashed back to our house. By the time we entered our house, I couldn’t hold myself back anymore. Still holding her in my arms, I leaned down to kiss her as I walked into the dining area. Without breaking our kiss, I removed her clothes and sat her down on the dining table. A gasp escaped her lips as her naked ass touched the cold glass, giving me full access as my tongue entered her wet mouth. “Ahh,” she moaned as I gently licked and sucked on her tongue while kneading her breasts.

            The sweet scent of her arousal intensified and I could no longer smell or feel anything but my little mate. Her fingers were undoing the buttons of my shirt before trailing down slowly to the waistband of my jeans. The trails of pleasurable sparks that she left all over my body broke any control that I had  and I needed to take her right away. I ripped my unbuttoned shirt off me while allowing her to push down my jeans and boxers, before flipping her over and pushing her down onto the table. She moaned again as her n*****s came into contact with the cold glass while I grabbed her wrists and held them above her head. Make me yours, Finn. Her whimper echoed in my mind and I groaned in pleasure as I buried my d**k in her wet p***y. My other hand found her c**t and swirled around it as Kayla’s moans filled the room. My mate’s need for me took some of the fears that I’ve been holding within my heart for weeks away and it drove me to slam my d**k deeper and harder into her. I need you, Kayla, I need you! I desperately pushed my thoughts to her as my d**k continued to pump her, bringing her to the peak of her pleasure. She screamed as the intense feeling of her orgasm overwhelmed her but I wanted it to go on endlessly. I never wanted this feeling of being needed by her and giving her pleasure to end. My finger rubbed her c**t faster as I pulled my d**k out of her p***y before slamming my full length back in, over and over until she came again.

            It still wasn’t enough and I flipped her around to look into those beautiful brown eyes, as I continued to bounce her up and down my d**k while holding her in my arms. I could see that her eyes were glazed and she was a moaning mess as her body rode out another orgasm. Walking to our bedroom, I laid her down on our bed without stopping to pump into her for a second. Her tiny hands grabbed the bed sheets as I placed her ankles on my shoulders and bent down to suck on her n****e. Her breathing was becoming more erratic and I knew she was going to come again. Taking that as my cue, I bit down on her n****e as she screamed my name. Like music to my ears, it encouraged me to continue and I started fingering her asshole, which was now also wet with the juices from her p***y. After stretching her with my fingers, I removed my d**k and entered her asshole. Not wanting to hurt her, I went slow at first while continuing to rub her c**t and suck on her n****e. Her moans grew louder again and I knew that the pleasure was building up. Pausing for a short second, I grabbed a vibrator from our nightstand and pushed it into her p***y, before pumping harder into her asshole. My mouth covered hers as my tongue explored her and my fingers pinched her hard n*****s. She climaxed again, her pleasure filling up the emptiness in me a little more. I was close now but I didn’t want to stop feeling her or satisfying her. Another orgasm rocked her body and she bit my lower lip while her asshole clenched down on my d**k. In that moment, I couldn’t hold myself back anymore and shot all my seeds into her asshole.

            I could hear Kayla whimpering as I brought us into the shower. She was so spent that I had to hold her up in order to clean us. The warm water trickled down our bodies as steam filled the air. Seeing her so vulnerable made me hard for her again. My fingers parted her lips down there gently as my thumb rubbed her c**t. Like her body was made for me, it responded as her juices coated my fingers. I wrapped her legs around my waist and pushed my d**k into her p***y again. After another round in the shower, I carried a half-asleep Kayla into bed and mind-linked Reena that Kayla would need the rest of the day off. The sight of my sweet little mate in my arms sleeping was arousing my need to protect her and have her again. Gently, I planted kisses on her face as my hand wandered down to her c**t. This time, Kayla squeezed her legs together and mumbled, “No more, Finn, please. I need to rest. I won’t go anywhere, promise.” As she drifted off to sleep, I tightened my arms around her and nuzzled into the crook of her neck, letting her scent engulf me. The emptiness in me was now completely filled by my mate’s scent and her promise that she wouldn’t leave me.