Dandelions

"I always thought about spinning..." "Actually, while people are walking I'm spinning looking to sky" "I always thought that if I continue spinning myself I cant be hurt" "Scrolling is my life. My mom taught me how to do it... " "And now... I'm...stopping". It's time to see how my life started and ended. Joseph always thinks that life is not about hurting or living... its just sitting with a nice cup of coffee and waiting for Dr. Death to visit you. If you can drink at the cafe, you will go to heaven and if Death arrives before, then Hell is your home. But i will teach him what heaven really is and what hell means. I will spin his life to live in peace. Therefore, he is not gonna hurt himself.. ........... Xx: All is okay. All gonna be okay. Xx: ...... Xx: Stop spininning. All gonna be okay. Xx: I always thought that if I was like them... I would be strong. If...I...just...was like them...if I adjusted to them... they would like me. I thought I could be a part of that... But... I can't anymore... I can't be a part of this society... They don't like me. I thought if I kept spinning it would be enough... But it wasn't enough. So... I stopped. I stopped spinning... but it wasn't enough. They keep hurting me. So... I undestand. I understand that it would be the final.