My demon

Chapter 17

Jungkook POV

'Who are you?' This sentence flies through my mind like an endless bird.

'W..who I am? I am J---

'STOP!' Suga shouts so I can't finish my name. Why did he do that?

'Suga, I want to know his name so why the f**k did you interrupt him?' Jimin hisses and looks madly at him. He really doesn't know my name? Jimin looks around through the room and furrows his eyebrows

'Damn, where am I even? The earth?'

'Master you need to go back to Busan and you know why! It's happening now and I told you that you'll need all your powers!' Suga says rather angry but doesn't further it. Jimin looks back at me with such intense black eyes that I feel a cold shiver running down my back.

'Fine' he groans, snips his fingers and gets up fully clothed. Ohh right, we were naked before Suga came in.

'I'm sure he looks familiar but I can't remember' Jimin speaks frustratedly as he looks up and down on me but stops at my face after I got up as well but with the blanket wrapped around me.

'Master, NOW!' Suga shouts and stays between me and Jimin. It's like he wants us to be apart and I don't understand why.

'What is happening?I don't understand?' I try not to cry, just want to hear that this is a joke and he'll speak normal with me in any second. He turns to me with pityfull eyes and shakes his head before he turns back to his King. I.. What?

I look down at Sugas hand which dips against into blanket. I notice a small note in it. I guess, Jimin shouldn't see this so I take it carefully and hide my hand behind the blanket.

'We will leave now Master. You'll get better in Busan. Taehyung has arrived in your castle.' He tells and the light begins to surround both of them, the signal which shows that they will leave for Busan.

'No, Jimin, Suga!' I call and the head of my boyfriend moves to me. But no smile, not even a smirk but confusement instead.

'How does he know our names?' I hear him saying and then they faid away. A painful sob leaves my lips while I break down on my knees.. I don't understand, this has to be a joke! Why was he choughing like this? And why does he have this dark red spots and black eyes now? My eyes widen by the note of Suga, I need to read it. I pull it out and open it instantly.

>I'll explain to you latercursing* he also told you that he's half demon and half human and about his inner demon, right?' Is this my time to speak?

'Y..yes but not much about it, just that he has one and he's afraid of showing him to me.' I say and Suga nods

'His inner demon Kira, a powerful but very dangerous demon, wants the full control over Jimin's body. You have to imagine that two complete different personalities are inside Jimin, him and his demon. It's jimin's body and he controlled Kira for very long but now Kira wants his body to himself and begins to fight with Jimin over it. And it will be a very rough fight..' Suga tells worriedly and can't hide that he's nervous.

'B..but w..why now? He has lived for thousand of years so why now?'

Suga bites his lip and fixes his eyes deeply at me

'You..'

'Me?' I gasp and feel my heart pounding in pain

'Yes.... Jimin is the strongest demon of all, way more stronger than his own father but he began to live with you in this world..and.... I guess this is what gave him a weakness. The love he feels for you. Kira witnessed it and took the chance to fight over the precious body.'

A tear runs down my cheek and drops down on my leg.. It's just because of me? I am fault on his pain?

'W..what will happen I..if Jimin will lose?' I'm afraid to ask and need long to bring the words out.

'This will be Jimin's end.. He will die, everything we know and Kira will have his body and Busan.'

My chest hurts as I listen to this.. I can't loose him but I'm the very reason why he's in this condition.... B..but

'D..did he know it? *Suga looks up* Did he know that I am the reason?' I ask. Jimin isn't dumb and I'm sure he has known it for longer.

'He did.' He answers. This stubborn demon!

'B..but why didn't he leave then? Why did he choose to stay here after all if it can cost his life?' Another tear hits my legs but I don't care. Sugas eyes widen in, I don't know what.

'I told him the same like you.... Don't misunderstand me but he is the peace we need to survive in Busan. We can't live without him. But he's a Park and they are damn stubborn. He hasn't listened to me!'

[Flashback: Jimin with Suga, after the incident where Jimin lost control over himself and hurt Jungkook while having sex

3rd person POV

Suga: Damn Jimin, you know that it will begin soon and you also know that it could cost your own life! You're risking it, damn!

Jimin: I know but

Suga *laughing/cursing* Oh, I don't really think you know! You could die if you lose and you will lose if you'll stay with that human!

Jimin groans dangerously and gets up from his seat

'His name is Jungkook and he is my mate and this means he is also your queen! Show him respect and don't talk about him like this, s**t!' Jimin hisses and begins to cough again as another wave of pain hits him and his heart clenches in pain as he coughs and he feels his inner demon smirking and fighting him slowly.

'Jimin, don't be dumb... Is this human way more important than your life, even more important than your own world? You could risk everything.' The blue haired man steps to him and hates to see his friend like this. He sees how much he loves and cares for the human.

'He is....

Flashback ends]

'I..is this also the reason why he doesn't know me anymore?' I ask..

'Jimin stayed here for too long here and he knew what the consequences will be. If he would have stayed in Busan than it would be easier to fight but he didn't. It costed Jimin too much power to stay here and Kira used this to his advantage. This is why the memory on you faded away and he knows nothing about you anymore. He doesn't even know why he was here.' Suga explains and I swallow hard on the lump in my throat but it's ohh so hard when your heart feels like shattering. It was Jimin's decision but I wouldn't let him do it if I only knew about this sooner.

'So he forgot me? A..and what should I do now?' I whisper like a lost puppy... I'm nothing without Jimin.. But I guess my heart knows the answer and the truth hurts.

Suga grabs my hand softly. His feels rougher than Jimin's and then he says

'I know you love our king... But now he needs all his power for the fight and if he'll get his memories on you back and remembers than I can't tell if he'll win or lose.... It's already dangerous that you seem familiar to him but I don't know why.... Even now it's impossible to say who will win: Jimin or Kira..'

This means I have two options to pick:

1. to be selfish and pick the love or

2. to be responsible and let him go..

'If I let him go w..will our bound b..break?' I whisper and can't hide my pain and shook and fear. My biggest fear is losing him and now this is what happens.

'Yes.. He'll never come back to you but the chance that he'll win is way more higher than at this moment.' I swallow hard and lick over my lip... It feels too dry just like my throat.

'O..Okay' I breathe out. Sugas eyes widen and I see pity and surprise in them but also respect. He gets up and I don't know how I do it but find a way to do the same.

'To be honest I didn't think you would say yes.... I guess I was wrong about you... This is a big step of helping him. Thank you for doing this to save the king of Busan.' He speaks and I nod. I can't find words to speak and I don't know what to say. I let go of him so easily, the only man I care for and love, the demon who saved me.

'I will go back instantly.' He speaks and turns around and in the next four seconds he's away and I'm alone. He didn't even say goodbye... I look at my bracelet and feel limp...

Jimin.... My Jimin....... I love you too much and my biggest wish is to spend my life with you.. But who am I if I would risk your life for something as selfish as my love for you?!

I don't know what I can do with my life now... I am too addict to him but I don't care... I lost my way because my way was Jimin.

I just hope and pray for him to win against Kira. I know he is strong and powerful. He has all he needs, I'm sure... I know I'm sure but I can't stop myself of praying for him.

'P..please make t..that Jimin will *hiccup* that he'll win! He has to win! I love him!' I break down on the floor and tears well up in my eyes like an ocean. They drop down my cheeks and my chest swells, clenches in pain like never before. I feel like having asthma.

Everyone says the beginning of something new is hard so does this mean that I just have to survive the first few days to live my life without him again?