I sighed contently as I lay in the long grass, my head resting on Noah's knee and he ran his fingers gently threw my hair. The day was warm and the park was fairly busy. I loved it we looked like any other couple. It was a nice illusion. I knew the two of us could never last but here right now it was a dream. When the boys hunted all night they tended to sleep until late into the afternoon. I was subtly watching the clock, but if I was careful they wouldn't question where I had been.
"Okay, my question" Noah said, I sighed, as I fished a jelly baby out of our bag of pick and mix. We seemed to have settled into this sort of game of truth or ...well, truth . Noah was being sweet and trying to avoid asking about my family as he knew I didn't like it . "um... first pet."
"I ...I never had one."
"None???" I shook my head,
"No ." I couldn't keep the smile off my face, " but my family were definitely dog people." Noah smiled, continuing to brush his fingers through my hair, his fingers causing tingles to shoot through my skin as they brushed my scalp. My phone buzzed in my pocket. I groaned,
"Leave it." Noah groaned. I sighed
"Wish I could," I dug in my pocket and drew the phone out. The name Stan flashed up on my display. I silently pressed answer,
"I won't ask where you are but you should be back soon."
"OK." I said breathily hanging up on him, "I"
"You have to go?" Noah said softly. I nodded, "f****d up family." I nodded, sitting up I could feel myself trembling as I leaned over and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. Noah didn't resist but didn't respond either, clearly worried that anything would be pushing me. I sat back,
"Have I f****d this up?" I asked. He looked at me dreamily and shook his head. I smiled "f**k it." I threw myself at him . His hands jumped up instinctively to catch me as I pressed my lips roughly to his and crawled onto his lap. Noah slid his hand down my sides softly, clearly trying to be respectful of my wishes. f**k that, I grabbed Noah's arms and dragged him to me, pressing us together. Noah slid his hands around my waist gently but I felt his lips move against mine as our kiss deepened. I slid my hands up into his hair and gripped it tightly . Noah growled into our kiss and bit my lip lightly, Damn if he wasn't acting like the Dominant one here and it was definitely appealing to the wolf inside me . In fact she was battling for control right now, desperate to claim our mate and I was in serious danger of forgetting why I was resisting doing just that. I felt tingles shoot up and down my spine as Noah's hands disappeared under my shirt. My breasts ached as I pushed myself tighter to him. Noah gently brushed his fingers higher . My core suddenly awoke, demanding attention that I knew couldn't happen, but f**k if it didn't feel like Niagra falls down there.
"Cass." Noah muttered, " you need to help me here. "I tore my lips from his and began kissing a gentle path down his neck . " Not helping." Noah said through gritted teeth as I nibbled gently on his neck, "Cass this is your rule. " I groaned, "Look you want to change things up fine." he leaned and whispered in my ear. "but we need to move locations" I groaned as the breath on my neck made it worse. "We are in a public park in the middle of the afternoon. " I growled and pulled my hands from his hair and slid back off his lap. noticing as I did his huge erection
"I'm sorry." I whispered, as he looked more than a little breathless.
"So being in public doesn't help huh?" I shrugged,
"I'm still dressed."
"Yeah you are really helping me with this self-control thing."
"I ...I guess I better go." I said hesitating. I wanted to lean over and kiss him again but I hesitated and decided against it. "I...I'll call you later." Noah nodded. "I'm sorry. "
"Don't be," he said softly "I maybe very confused about what the f**k is going on but I don't care. I'm just glad I met you."
"You're going to make me fall in love with you, aren't you." I said softly,
"I can't tell you my master plan." he said, holding out the bag of pick and mix for me with a smile, "but it's something along those lines." I took the sweet blushing . Honestly I knew that I already loved him way more than I should. The fact that we were mates didn't mean that we were instantly in love. It just meant that the potential was there and I had no f*****g idea how to stop it. Of course Noah was oblivious, so it was just me trying to keep a distance between us and I had no idea how, but I had too. I had to walk away but I just didn't have the strength too.