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After they left the doctor's office, David stood in front of her confusedly, tense rubbing his fingers on the side of his neck
"Isabella, I .............................."
"You're a bastard, and you've got what you want. You deservedly managed to make me really crazy."
She interrupted him with a loud screaming to pass him angrily
Does he really want to help her !?
Hell, it is too late for that
She becomes attached to her delusional world and cannot abandon it, and feels collapsed if she does
Sure enough, he wanted a game in his hands that bastard!
He intercepted her way, shouting wildly
"I'm sorry"
She sneered, saying
“What is the benefit of your dreaded regret !?
Look, I really don't have any grudge against you or anyone
I don't blame you because I allowed you to
So get out of my way. "
But he argued stubbornly
"You trust me"
I laughed in disbelief
“I don’t trust anyone, not even myself
My mind is sick, and the proof is that I have just left a mental health clinic.
"Isabella, I did not know that you would be affected to this degree, well, I was a fool, I missed tenderness, and when I saw you I felt calm and calm, and I hated that. I hated that someone had such an influence on me so I sought ......... ...................... '
You sought to destroy me, you hateful bastard, but I assure you that you are not the only one responsible here, so do not come up with ridiculous arguments, you rotten watermelon head.
She interrupted him sharply again to try to speak and justify, but he froze for a second, with sudden awareness and comprehension
"Excuse me!!"
She passed him impatiently to grab her arm and put it back in front of him again
"My head what ?!"
He felt his head with both hands to heap her with the seriousness of the shock, so she did not expect that he would take her trivial words seriously like a grumpy little kid.
"My head is not a rotten watermelon, I know my face is handsome and gorgeous."
"Let me be precise, your face is long and it appears to me like a mango, just as you are not that handsome, so do not be deceived too much. You know that that doctor appears in his fourth decade, but in my opinion he is more handsome than you and your brother with the head of a rabbit."
And now turn away from my face. "
She wanted to laugh hard at his disturbed features as he drove silently with his eyes looking at the mirror every second, looking at his face to look at the other side before losing control and bursting out laughing at his features
I heard his voice whispering to her sincere regret
"I'm sorry, Isabella."
I refused to look at him and yet uttered a sudden painful lump
"It's okay, all this is now in the past, and it is better for me to leave those memories behind and continue with my life."
"You are ruining your life by persisting in illusion and escaping from confrontation. You are resorting to the easiest option, and this is a mistake."
"This is my life, not your life, so stop playing the role of a wise preacher, for you are still looking at me as a fallen tomorrow."
She screamed at him angrily to shout at her too
"You need treatment"
Her features froze, and in a moment of madness, she opened the car door and threw herself onto the road, the car moving, screaming with horror and pressing the brakes firmly to stop the car and making a loud noise ,,,,
In the hospital, she was sitting on the bed with a huge cast along her arm while he was standing with a jerky body and a sharp, rigid face.
Until now his mind refuses to work and believe what she did a few moments ago, as if he had stopped the moment she threw herself out of the car.
Fortunately she threw herself on her arm to take the shock and shatter without being hit by other areas
She could have killed herself so his body would have trembled at the thought ,,,
After they were alone, he spoke angrily
"You were about to kill yourself."
To explode it screaming
"It's all because of you, you pushed me for it"
"Was I the one who told you to jump out of the car like crazy ?!"
The last word caused a violent shock within her to whisper of pain and struggle
“I was afraid, it was not my fault that I couldn't bear and collapsed quickly, and you kept pressing my nerves in this way. I told you to turn away from me and leave me alone, just why don't you get away from me and hell !?
I am unable to withstand, my nerves are tightening and it hurts, and I act impulsively as if I am not myself
I don't know what is happening to me !? ''
"But you were fine, and we were kidding ......................"
"I was just trying to distract you from me."
I interrupted him, crying
You don't know what I feel by seeing you, you are also deluded by my natural appearance, but as soon as I see you those memories become crowded and you continue to torment me, I do not want to look weak but you reach me to the edge where I cannot act, I remember those events as if only a day had passed. Your presence is enough to make me want to cry, scream and collapse
And when I try to deal with you in a normal way, there are voices that brutally scream into my mind and keep blaming me for it because you don't deserve
I'm lying David, I can't forgive you
It turns out that I do not forgive easily, but rather I never forgive, so I will remain hate for you as long as I live because those voices prevent me from doing so. ''
But he was indifferent to what she had said, and added a vaguely defiant tone
"You are weak"
Her breath quickened with fear
“Well, I am weak, are you happy now !?
Please, get out and stop torturing me. "
But he approached her, speaking obstinately
You need treatment, and I am not leaving you, Isabella, no matter what you do.
Here she collapsed completely, crying and groaning in a painful, intermittent voice, to hold her to his chest against her will, nullifying her weak resistance.
"Calm down, but this is for you. You haven't noticed how suspicious your behavior has become lately."
You must hold out and kill this illusion that is slowly destroying you, and I will be with you and will not abandon you,
I'm sorry"
He paused for several seconds and then resumed, with his arms tightening around her
Sorry, I am unable to leave you as you would like
Sorry that I can no longer get away
Sorry for my stupid behavior in the past
Sorry for being a scoundrel
Sorry i love you
The sound of her crying was loud and echoing with a painful resonant echo inside her, so she could not hear his last words.
He knows that
He knows that she did not hear him pouring a hot, rebellious expression down his cheek, expressing his torment as well
While the door suddenly opened to show Rudolph, who rushed towards them carefully pulling her from between his brother's arms, then leaned her body on him, surrounded her shoulders with his arm and with the other hand, he attached her head to his chest to throw David with burning looks while the latter was in a sea of pure pain as he saw her calm and rest next to the other.
And what he burned alive, her fingers that rose and clung to Rudolph's shirt as if it were her safety
He couldn't stand the sight, and she had already calmed down with Rudolph
To step away from them
He remembered, with a raging, racing heartbeat, how he had always been the evil monster that was bullying her while Rudolph was her guardian angel, who had always tried to defend her in indirect ways so as not to attract attention around him.
Rudolph was already out of this tragic vortex, waiting for her to make up for her previous life, to bestow his love and tenderness with her.
The two things Isabella missed ,,,
Without a doubt, Rudolph would undisputedly win her heart
And he will be the expelled from her life as something worthless
She doesn't need him, she just needs Rudolph
The pain extended deep into his heart
Rudolph has been claiming all the time that she does not interest him when it is his childhood love
He could feel it but he was lying it
Rudolph was cunning and played mischievously, but his game was not against her, but against them and against him in particular
The news had reached Jonathan in his office
He was standing at the end of the corridor, watching his son's lost condition
He always preferred David over Rudolph
He knows that it is wrong, but his heart will soften David quickly because he is so similar to him unlike Rudolph
He really wanted to help David, even at the expense of his other son, to agree with his suggestion that Isabella should be trained in the company under his watch.
He was aware of David's deep feelings that had suppressed him for years to his cousin, he knew that he could not express his feelings in the right way and instead he messed up completely just like him ,,,
If he had been Rudolph, he would not have feared him because he was confident of Rudolph's strength of will, steadfastness, determination, and his ability to overcome traumas.
Perhaps he wanted to drag Isabella with him with his vortex of fear and alleged arrogance
But he now appears to him weak, exhausted, and regretful
He missed his chance with her by working his hands
Jonathan felt that he was standing between two fires
Will he leave things as they are, or interfere and spoil the lives of the younger in favor of the elder !?
He walked towards Isabella's room and made his decision intent on implementing it with the passage of days, and with mysterious features overtaking David, who seemed unaware of his father's passing by his side ,,,
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