Lucia I was feeling really… terrible today. No, it's not just today. I couldn't remember the last time I felt well. And it's been getting worse as time passed. Ever since that day when Mel showed up here two weeks ago. Or was it before that? It was most probably a consequence of being left to rot here in this cell. Time was just at a standstill here. Each passing day making the walls close in further around me. The world outside these bars felt like a distant memory to me. Maybe this was Adriano's tactic to make it so that I can never live without him? I did crave him every second. Everyday I would impatiently wait for the moment when he would come to me and kiss away my loneliness... Hold me and make me forget about my stark reality. My tormentor, my jailer as well as my only source of c

