~Isabella POV~
I was back on the Estate. It was a little after 4 am and I had spent the last hour in the shower washing off the events of the night off my body. Every time I closed my eyes, all I could think about was him on top of me, behind me, all over me and I hated the feelings that it elicited in me. I hated this man with everything I hold dear, but yet, my body did not respond as I would have assumed it would have, and I was unbelievably confused by this, and I felt extremely guilty. I didn’t know when tears started pouring out of my eyes until the warm water started dripping down my cheeks. I had betrayed my husband and though I knew why I did it, I couldn’t help but question my choice. Now all I had to do was wait. Wait for Nicolai to hold true to his promise.
It was now 8:21
