I dream about him. This is not surprising: since I’ve been living here, fantasizing about this guy has become something of a recurring thing, reminding me in a humiliating way how much a human being is governed by their instincts. But this dream is different from the others: it’s damn realistic! I feel his hand on my thigh, his breath on my neck, and his smell: the leather of his jacket, his after-shave, his favorite brand of cigarettes. “Dring, dring,” whispers a warm voice to my ear. A long thrill goes up along my spine. “Dring?” I repeat, still half asleep. A laugh, but it’s a soft and serious sound, very tender. “I was imitating an alarm clock.” I open an eye. Chris. Chris’s face, specifically. “It’s not great. It sounded more like the ringing of a dying phone.” The inflection

