The Wife (ENGLISH)

To get out of there, I had to walk and run, so my breathing was heavy the whole time. Why did I still go ahead and get dressed in this knee-length dress with the high heels that I planned for tonight? Even though it was me who picked out this dress for him, I don't understand why I immediately trusted him again. I wasn't really taken into consideration any longer. Despite the fact that I am aware he will continue to do it in the future. In the past, he cheated on me, but now I find myself back in the same scenario. Because I continued to put my faith in him, I made a complete fool of myself. It is entirely my fault. If I hadn't been quite so frail, none of this would have happened. I believe that the barrier that I erected between us in this place in my heart may be overcome with great ease. "Alana!" Knight yelled as he ran in my direction while calling out my name. "Knight, you need to get back there!" I yelled back at him. I don't want to look at his face, and the thought of him touching me makes me sick.  "You're thinking wrong!" he exclaimed, which took me by surprise given that he was presumably not very far away from me. My arm was grasped, and I was drawn in toward him. Because he is so strong, any attempt on my part to pry my hand away from him would be a waste of time and effort, no matter how hard I try. Because of the severity of my contact, he was forced to release his hold on me. "Is it not what I foresee? Please, Knight! Please, I can't take it any longer; it hurts here, and it aches here very much. I beg of you." In front of him, I suddenly burst into tears, thereby releasing all of the agony that I had been holding for many years. I've spent years acting ignorantly and foolishly. "I had the impression that everything was in line and that we were alright. I thought we were starting over, but it turns out I was just misstating what you said. You're giving me some seriously insane thoughts, Knight, and I can't thank you enough!" I yelled, and just as he was going to get closer, I backed up a little. I don't want him to come near me again. "Never touch me, Knight!" I yelled, and he was clearly taken aback by my actions. He heard my voice rise for the first time. "Please, Alana, let us talk." He pleaded with me, and the tone of his voice suggested that he was sad and wounded, but I'm not going to let myself be moved by his feelings ever again; he moved me once, and he can't move me again. Alana, don't be a fool. You've been hurt before; if you accept him again, you'll be even more of a fool than before. "I'd like to file for annulment," I stated firmly, and I was so proud of my courage. I was even taken aback by the words I said to him. I loved and admired him with all of my heart, mind, and soul. I married him, but I can't blame him for what happened because it's my entire fault. I'm the only one who relishes it all, but perhaps it's time to let go. "No please, no no no please." It's hard for me to imagine that an Alcantara Knight is groveling and pleading with me right now. "Goodbye, Knight." I removed the ring from my finger and then handed it over to him to keep.