Morganna
Music recommendation-"Free From Fear" by Saori Maeda
Rain pattered softly on my window, a gentle symphony against the racing of my heart. My breathing was shallow as I lay in my bed, trying to regain control of each breath with difficulty. Nightmares, dreams that took a divergent path into the abyss of darkness, had become frequent companions for me over the past year. They all began not long after my 18th birthday—the birthday that was supposed to be one of celebration and new beginnings but instead became a marker of the onset of my nightmares.
Ever since my first shift as a werewolf, the anticipation of finding my mate had consumed me. I yearned for that deep, soulful connection—the one that would complete me, bringing an undeniable sense of belonging. But something changed within me as the moon's transformative power surged through my veins that night. Instead of the joyous discovery of my mate, I found myself haunted by these chilling dreams.
In my nightmares, I was relentlessly pursued. Shadows lurked, predatory eyes glinting in the darkness. My heart raced, and I ran, desperately trying to escape the clutches of the unknown. But amidst the chaos, there was always a voice—an ethereal echo that cut through the darkness. It called out my name as if it were vital to my existence. The voice bore a sense of urgency, as though trying to guide and pull me out of the consuming abyss. As I closed my eyes, I could still hear the remnants of that strained voice calling out to me, "Morganna..."
It was 6:00 am, and my alarm clock blared like a fire alarm in the stillness of the night. Due to another night of restless sleep, I hardly had the energy to get out of bed and start the long list of tasks that awaited me. As I contemplated snoozing for another five minutes, anxiety gnawed at me. I had anticipated that after my first shift, I would discover my mate, forging a bond that would provide solace and protection. Instead, I found myself spiraling into these haunting nightmares.
A soft knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. "Rise and shine, Morganna! A pleasant good morning to you!" It was my mother, Elizabeth. I didn't understand how someone could be in such a great mood every single morning! As I rolled out of bed, I couldn't help but reflect on my family. My mother held the esteemed position of head omega within the Blue Moon pack. Known for her organizational skills and ability to coordinate the pack's routines and schedules, Elizabeth ensured that everything ran smoothly and efficiently. Her dedication to her role inspired me, and I admired how Mom carried herself with grace and strength.
My father, William, was a warrior in the pack's security team. He was a steadfast protector, dedicated to protecting our pack from external threats. The family moved to the Blue Moon pack when my twin sister Erin and I were just two years old, seeking refuge and a fresh start after experiencing strife within our previous pack. William's unwavering commitment to the pack's security resonated deeply with me, instilling a sense of pride in our lineage.
As I pondered my family's connection to the pack and their roles within it, I couldn't help but wonder if my parents' experiences held any relevance to my journey. The mysteries surrounding my nightmares and the longing to find my mate weighed heavily on my mind, intertwining with the stories of my parent's past. I never understood the complete reasoning behind our departure from the Deep River Pack. In time, I hoped to uncover the truth and discover my place here in the intricate tapestry of the Blue Moon pack.
Looking out the window as the rain fell in thick sheets, I could tell this would be a dreary day—nevertheless, duty called. Today would be another day filled with physical and menial tasks. As an omega, I held a unique role within our pack. I had to serve in any capacity to lighten the load of the higher ranks who worked to build and protect our pack. Whether assisting with organizing supplies, tending to the injured, or running errands, my responsibilities as an omega were crucial to the smooth functioning of our pack's operations.
While some might view being an omega as a burden, I saw it as an opportunity to contribute meaningfully. I took pride in knowing that my efforts directly supported the well-being of our pack and allowed the Alpha and Beta to focus on their specialized tasks. The hierarchy within our pack was essential; each role was vital in maintaining order and balance.
As I prepared for the day, I couldn't shake off the remnants of fog that had clouded my mind. My sheets were drenched in sweat, evidence of another night when my dreams were filled with terror. While I could only remember fragments of the images that haunted me, the voice was always there. It called to me with a level of authority that caused my heart to beat frantically in my chest.
I needed to talk to my twin sister Erin. She was always great at making me feel secure and supporting me no matter what. And just as I was about to seek her out, Erin barged in and threw herself into the giant bean bag in the corner of my room. By looking at us, one would never guess that we were twins. While I had wavy, strawberry-red hair that fell to my waist, a petite, slender build, and blue eyes, Erin had straight, black hair, a tall, muscular body, and green emerald eyes. My mom referred to us as her Yin and Yang. Erin always said I was the beauty, and she was the brains, but looking at her sprawled out in the chair with her brooding eyes, I couldn't imagine another as beautiful as Erin. The fact that she didn't know it completely blew my mind. I thought her sassy attitude and prickly exterior often masked the beauty she possessed. Though she didn't let many people close to her, those in her inner circle knew she was fierce, strong, and extremely loyal.