I don't love you anymore
Don't use these words to deceive me again, you clearly... ...stole a kiss from me. Camille couldn't help it anymore, her eyes turned red, and every word seemed to be squeezed out from between her teeth. Her voice was full of uncontrollable emotions, like waves crashing against hard rocks.
The air seemed to have solidified, so quiet that even the sound of a falling needle could be heard clearly. I don't know how long it took, but then Augus's voice came, calm and unaffected, as if nothing had happened, "When? Never before."
Camille's heart was as if struck by lightning, and she looked at the man in front of her in disbelief. Her memories played like a rewinding movie, clearly displayed before her eyes.
That was the year of her eighteenth birthday, when he hurried back from out of town for her coming-of-age ceremony. However, he left the gift in the cabin, which made her feel down all day. She drank a lot of alcohol and felt a bit tipsy. He carried her back to the room. At that time, she was actually not asleep; she just longed for his embrace, so she pretended to be asleep.
Just as she was about to wake up and scare him, a incredibly soft touch landed on the corner of her lips. It was his lips, gently touching hers. His suppressed and restrained voice came deeply, "Camille, happy birthday, this is the adult gift that Uncle wants to give you the most."
That sentence, that kiss, she will never forget. She has thought countless times about confronting him about this, and has imagined countless times his reaction after she said it. But she never expected that he would deny it, he actually denied it.
Camille, you have grown up. You shouldn't treat dreams as reality. I won't like you, not in the past, not now. I just see you as a child.His words were like a sharp knife, deeply piercing her heart.
She closed her eyes in resignation, feeling pain in every fiber of her being. She stubbornly stood in place, waiting for him, but he never took a step forward. In her emotions, she was always just an unlikeable supporting role.
Tears were swirling in her eyes, but she held them back from falling. She turned around and left, running out like crazy. After leaving the Deville mansion, she finally let the tears flow uncontrollably.
That night, she couldn't sleep. She lay in bed with a thousand thoughts in her mind. She thought about many things, but it seemed like she didn't need to think about anything. The person she liked, the person who was out of reach, she ignored the eyes of society, abandoned all dignity, gathered all her courage, and took 999 steps towards him. But why wouldn't he take even one step towards her?
Maybe it's time to end. As the sky was about to brighten, she found a cardboard box and put all the items related to Augus in it one by one. ... A ten-year-old pen, a twelve-year-old jeweled hair clip, a fifteen-year-old high-end dress, an eighteen-year-old high heels ... . ... Every time she put something in, it was like sealing a little bit of her love for him in her heart.
Finally, she placed the cardboard box next to the trash can and walked away. She decided to let go of the emotions from these years and never look back. After throwing away these things, she finally knocked on her parents' door.
Dad, Mom, please send me abroad.Her voice was firm and resolute, as if she had already prepared herself to embrace a new life. She knew that this relationship had come to an end, and she needed a fresh start.
