“Promise me one last time that you guys are going to be careful?” I ask her. “Yes we are going to be careful grandpa. I am going to make sure Zane is on his best behavior.” She says with an impish smile. “We both know it’s not him I’m worried about so much. You are a bad influence on him.” I tell her. She batts her eyelashes at me. “Me?? You can’t be serious.” She says smiling. “As serious as a heart attack.” I tell her with a straight face. “Okay okay. Stop nagging me already. I’m going to act right. We are grown now anyways. No more wild nights and crazy adventures.” She says wistfully. “Good then.” I tell her. A part of me yearns for those times when we would just say f**k it, grab a car and go get wasted somewhere, party till morning, go running in the woods, racing and

