For once I am happy no one has come to ask me to join the party.
I don't want to be there. I do not have the strength to put on a fake smile and pretend all is well with me.
Till now the truth weighs heavily on my mind. Gwen came by earlier, she was in a rush. The tray balanced in her hands carrying potatoes and beef broth, an apple and water. The aroma of the delicious meal did not move me.
I have no appetite, forcing a small smile I took it from her and placed it on the table. She stayed for a minute, being her normal yapping self, she didn't even notice I barely said a word.
Slumping against the door as I shut it behind her, I breathe a sigh of relief. Eyeing the bed longingly, I barely stop myself from running back to bed, covering myself with the fluffy blanket and hiding away fro
