The Confused One

Episode 18

Lucas’s POV

I must have waited for at least 10 minutes for Charlotte to answer.

“You know what forget it.” I said, my words coming out a lot harsher than I planned them to.

“Sorry.” She whispered.

I could see she was fighting herself and as much as I would love to continue this and convince her of how much I want to be in this baby’s life, I don’t want to continue to stress her over my thoughts.

“My parents want to see you.” I finally spoke out after an eternity of silence.

“I haven’t seen them since they came to visit me in the hospital.” Charlotte said and I nodded aware of that as I hadn’t left her side at all yet.

“When?” She asked.

“Whenever you are feeling up for it was what my mum said.” I told her and she just took a deep breath.

“I’m going to go for a walk.” She said and made her way upstairs without waiting for a response from me.

I took me a few seconds but I decided to follow her and tell her that I’m going with her.

I was so distracted with my thoughts that I walked right into her room without knocking.

I was caught off guard completely when I saw she was in the middle of changing.

I froze and could feel my trousers getting too tight.

When she looked back and saw me there I expected her to scream at me as if did in fact disrespect her privacy by not knocking and especially for not closing my eyes and just staring at her like a horny teenager, what is honestly wrong with me.

After what was seconds but felt like hours of me staring at her I turned around and apologised.

I was not in any way expecting her to start laughing.

I wanted to turn around to see what she was laughing at but decided against it as I didn’t want to disrespect her again.

I might have been a man w***e but my mum always made sure I learnt to respect women.

I was about to step outside when she said,

“I can’t believe you are excited after looking at me like this.” She said and continued laughing.

“I don’t see what is so funny you are a very beautiful woman.” I said completely serious and she instantly stopped laughing.

“Lucas you honestly don’t have to lie and have you looked at me I look like a whale.” She said.

I wasn’t going to turn around but when she said that I couldn’t take it.

I turned and marched my way to her, her her sides and pulled her to me.

“You are beautiful you hear me, and you are not a whale you are pregnant, with my baby, you are carrying a little us in you, I think that’s pretty damn beautiful.” I whispered in her ear.

I could feel her breathing fasten and her cheeks burning red.

“I know, and I love having this little one in me, I think I just haven’t got use to the way I look yet, thank you.” She whispered and I nodded.

I was going to move away when I saw her lips descending don’t to mine, I wanted to just crash my lips onto hers but I decided to let her make the move.

However when her lips finally touched mine I couldn’t help myself.

My tongue made itself at home in her mouth and my hands roamed her body easily as she was still in her underwear.

“I need you Lucas.” She moaned in my ear.

I swear I didn’t know it was possible to get so hard.

It probably didn’t help sleeping with her on top of me last night.

I had to force myself to keep in the moans and stop the dirty thoughts when she moved against me.

I slowly moved us both towards the bed.

I took my lips away from hers as to ask for permission, she grabbed the sides of my face and brought me down to her with force.

I took of her underwear and undressed myself.

I was about to put myself at her entrance after realising how ready she was when I stopped to ask her,

“Is this safe for the baby?”

“It won’t warm the baby don’t worry.” She moaned in need.

I pushed myself into her and after not so long of me pushing in and out of her we were screaming out each other’s names.