4 Leaf Clover

Chapter 15 Declaration

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Ember's POV

I'm absolutely baffled in this moment in time.. I don't know how he has this type of effect on me. One moment I'm livid with him and the situation we are currently in.. then the next minute he just has to stare at me with those breathtaking eyes of his, while telling me just want I want to hear, which somehow efficiently effects me, making me feel not mad anymore.

I know I should be mad because my mind is telling me that ai should be.. but I just can't get my heart to feel the same way.

It's like when his scent hits my senses and his soft lips press against mine, while he holds me in his strong embrace, that nothing else in the world seems to matter. I just feel so calm, relieved and complete all at the same time.. it's an amazing feeling to experience something like this and I honestly don't ever want it to end.

I know it's hard to comprehend for some, because it's hard for my mind to get past that invisible hurdle in my head. But he just gives my mind, body and soul a peaceful feeling when he is near and it feels as if the whole world could come crashing down around me and it wouldn't matter as long as he was here.

Even with Archer I never felt like that ever.. adhere is no denying that he did help me out when no one else would, taking me in and teaching me what I needed to know to survive which saved my life in the long run.. So in a way he helped me gain peace of mind in so many hard situations. So this whole situation is baffling to me beyond belief really.

I just keep finding myself getting completely lost, staring into Ronan's eyes as he declares his love for me which is crazy to me to say the least. Not just because of the span of time it happened in, but the fact he knows who I am, the killer and awful person I am.. and still says that he loves me, it's almost mind blowing because I would have bet so much money, that once he found out about my past that he would have ditched me in a millisecond. Without a second to lose, but I guess by this revelation, I would have lost all that money too.. So I'm glad I never bet on that notion.

I can't seem to control my body when it is near him, He finishes his explanation as I find myself grabbing hold of Ronan and kissing him with an unbeatable intoxicating passion.. just so there is no mistaking what I want and he knows exactly how I'm feeling about him in this very moment in time.

His declaration of love was the only motivation I needed to take what I want and how I want it. With him being naked from his shift, it's hard to not want all of him anyways, besides all of his feelings being thrown at me in an unexpected instant. But it's ok because I'm more than willing to deeply love him for all he is, with all that I am.

I continue pushing him backwards and toward my bed with a haste in my step and kiss, wanting to attack his body, indicating to him exactly what I plan to do.. but he breaks our kiss oddly enough. His hands creep up to my cheeks gently laying upon them.

"Ember I didn't come here to get s*x from you, I came here to make sure you were OK with everything that happened tonight.. because I

I know I couldn't stand losing you and I wanted to make sure you knew that I want you and only you and I would do anything for you." He explains as I nod vigorously because I already knew that and obviously I'm fine.. I'm just loving all of his feelings for me making this whole situation as memorable as possible and I just want to keep how he makes me feel, to last with me forever and even sealing our commitment with a kiss and maybe more.. hopefully.

"I know and understand everything you are saying to me.. But you don't understand that this declaration makes me want to rip your clothes off, if you had any on that is.. and make you mine. I want to give you all of me, showing you I'm fine with all of us as long as you pick me and you did. Hence why I want more from you right now. So make me yours, fully committing to me.. mark me Ronan." Is all I can seem to muster out before I hear a purring in his chest as he quickly picks me up into his arms earning a squeal from me. Then flinging both of us on my bed that's right behind us. We bounce and settle in as he stares down at me.

"Oh Ember that's all I ever wanted to hear from you." He purrs into the curve of my neck as he feathers kisses down it, causing those electrifying sparks to ignite between us and man it's unbelievable how much, I have come to love them so much.

He takes hold of my shirt ripping it in half then throwing the torn prices to the floor, making me gasp in shock but getting completely turned on at that action alone. I can hear him purring again as he takes my pants and rips them completely apart throwing away the pieces to the side as well. I can't hide my arousal at his astounding actions. I knew he was strong but that was something I never thought I would ever see.

"So you liked that huh?" He asks in a sexy tone. wiggling his eye brows at me as I giggle and nod.. "Yea that was sexy.. How could you tell?" I ask curiously as he purrs once again responding, "I can smell your arousal my love." I let out a nervous breathe at this statement as I whisper out, "I bet you can."

He quickly takes my bra and tearing it apart as he does the same to my thong and honestly you would think I would be mad but it's too sexy to even be mad at. A lustful look fills his breathtaling eyes, before he crashes his lips to mine in a desperation and hunger for my body.

I can't tell who is more desperate for this as our hands trail all over each others bodies feeling every last exposed inch with such passion and haste.

I feel my insides heating up the longer he reads my body as if it's braille. I can feel his fingers slip inside of me and it instantly takes my breathe away. He rotates, then pushes in, then out as he gently rubs the bean.. causing my heated up body to writh underneath his in complete utter pleasure. He quickly pulls out his fingers as he enters his shaft in it's place since he knows I'm ready for him.. and I can't help but love that more.

He knows what he is doing with his fingers but man, nothing can compare to his shaft entering inside of me all at once. He thrusts in all the way making me gasp and moan one right after each other. His pace of thrusting begins slowly then increasing by the second as do my moans getting louder by each thrust.

I moan into his lips as he reciprocates the moaning right back. We break our intense kiss panting as he continues his pace holding on tight to my hips making the thrusts faster and deeper than before. I hear his moans matching the volume of mine until I croak out in a breathless tone. "Make me yours Ro."

"My pleasure." He responds as he bends down in top of me and I feel my peak about ready to hit with his intoxicating thrusts. I feel him kiss and suck on my ear as he sweetly whispers. "Are you sure you're ready for this? It means you will be bound to me forever." He explains in one last warning, giving me a chance to get out of this if I don't want it.. but I do want it with all of my heart.

"That's all I want, is to be with you forever Ro." I respond without hesitation feeling my climax inch closer. "Goddess that's the sexiest thing I have ever heard come out of your mouth." He purrs into my neck, now pressing his lips all the way down the curve.. Then he lightly feathers kisses over the spot on my shoulder blade that's the most sensitive as he continues his amazing assault on my body.

Within no time at all I feel him biting down on me in that already sensitive spot, sending a shooting pain through my body that quickly turns from pain to pleasure.. cascading through every last inch of me, from head to toe.. causing the loudest, most pleasure filled moan I have ever experienced, let leave my lips.

I can feel him moaning by the vibrations on that sensitive spot thst he is still latched onto. The goosebumps run rampant all over my body with the amazing sensations following right behind.. I never thought I would ever experience anything as sensational as this whole experience in a whole. I feel Ronan slow his pace down until he comes to a complete stop, then gently unlatching himself from my body.

I can feel his tongue licking over the top of the bite wound, sending more chills from the sensitivity of the straight contact. I look up and see an ear to ear grin on Ronan's face as he stares down at me. "How are you feeling? Are you ok?" I vigorously nod at his inquiry, before responding without missing a beat. "I couldn't be better.. that was amazing." His smile somehow gets bigger than before as if his face would split in half if it got any bigger.

"Thank you for trusting me enough to take that step with me.. that felt amazing.. better than I ever heard or imagined.. No description I ever heard, could compare to how I felt in that moment. I'm sorry for not pulling out when I came.. I came so quickly once I marked you because that pleasure hit me like a freight train. I never knew that would effect me like that." He tries to explain a little nervously.

"It's ok I don't mind.. suprisingly enough.. because if I'm going to be with you forever then why not.. I never wanted kids because of my past but now I want kids to bring me a wonderful future with you.. is that weird that I feel so different on the outlook of my life now?" I ask curiously as he wiggles his eyebrows at me then responds.

"That is not weird at all it's actually very common to us werewolves to have that instant attraction, protectiveness and possessiveness with our mates wanting to be with them forever, marking and mating them. I just never thought with you being human that you would feel the same as me in this short span of time. It's exhilarating to hear you say exactly what I'm feeling."

I giggle then watching him slowly lean down and pressing his soft lips to my mark sending more sensations through my body causing an automatic moan. I don't know where that came from.. that automatic reaction suprising me completely.

I hear him chuckling as he leans up towards my ear saying, "That's fun.. I like how sensitive you are there now.. I'll always have to touch that and keep you wanting more." I playfully hit his chest responding. "Don't you tease me Ro... because just remember two can play at that game."

He laughs and nods at me as he sits up now just staring down once again, but not saying a word. "What are you you looking at handsome?" I ask as he shakes his head at me as I watch his smile grow bigger.

"I just never thought this moment would ever come or that it would be this good.. this feels like a dream that I never want to wake from." He says making my heart completely skip a beat because I know exactly how he feels.

"I feel the same.. I don't understand how you can make me feel so many things in such a short span of time but I don't want them to end.. ever.. I love you Ro." I feel the words spilling out from my lips without a second thought and those feelings even suprise me a little.. not the fact that I said them but the fact that I was so willing to say them without a second thought, hesitation or one bit of regret.

He crashes his lips to mine igniting another amazingly breathless moment between the two of us. He breaks the kiss but doesn't move so I can feel his breath fanning my lips as he says softly, "I love you too Ember." He closes the space between us kissing me again as I wrap my arms around his neck and securing him in that hold, right there with me.

We share not another intense moment but a love filled moment that creates the best love making I have ever experienced. I never thought love making was an actual thing but I could honestly feel the love he was giving to me in every last inch. I think he was right and that it would take an army to seperate us at this point.

After the longer than expected session of love making we lay breathlessly in each other warm Comforting embrace. My arms are wrapped around his torso as my body halfway lays across his. I can feel his heart beating in his chest along with his hand caressing all over my back completely relaxing me in this magical moment.

"I think we probably need to leave tomorrow to find some place to start our new lives so Archer or my father won't harass us." He says to me as I smile and Humm in response. "I can't wait." I softly responds as he hugs me tighter into his frame.

"I will need to tell my brother and friends so I can say goodbye.. but other than that we can grab whatever you need and want." I nod but look up at him asking, "But don't you want to say goodbye to your family? Or get anything from your place for yourself?"

"No you're all I need, I can get everything else as I need it. But I honestly would love to say goodbye to my family.. but if I went back home my father would do anything and everything to force me to stay home.. I guarantee it and I don't want that because he still thinks I should marry Rose even after I told him I wasn't going to. but my mother completely understood how I felt and wished me luck saying she loved me. I just wish you could meet her because I bet she would adore you.. so would my little sister." He says to me as I smile to myself loving this affections

I hop up quickly running to the bathroom and it scares Ronan as he follows right behind me to the bathroom with fright apparent upon his face. "Ember are you ok? Do you need anything?" He asks me with so much concern riddled in every single word.

A smirk appears across my face as I say, "I forgot to look at my mark from you. I had to see it.. wait is that a Clover and this is the stem?" I lean in closer to the mirror getting a better look at it. "How is that possible?" I ask in complete shock.

I look at Ronan's reflection hoping for an answer as he shrugs his shoulders but responds, "I honestly don't know how it works but every wolf has their own it's like a signature for us.. that's how other wolves know you're my mate, besides the smell it gives off."

"Wait are you saying I stink now?" I ask curiously as I gently touch the sensitive, small 4 leaf clover awaiting his response. "No not at all my scent just mixes with yours that's all so your scent slightly changed but unmated wolves would know automatically by the scent that your taken.. and the mark proves it." He tries to explain to me as I smile and nod in understanding.

"Alright I can handle that then." I respond as he chuckles taking my hand and pulling me back to my bed. I watch him climb in as he lays back down and waves me to join him and I willingly oblige, jumping right in the bed besides him as we both laugh and snuggle into each other. I really don't think anything could make this night much better.

I put on some music as I snuggle into his side more just enjoying the comfortable silence between us as my body really starts to relax in his hold. Before I even realize it my heavy eye lids begin to close more and more until I just give in to the relaxing moment as sleep takes over.