Chapter 1
(WARNING MENTIOM OF DR*GS)
"Okay very good,nice work as always Anastasia dear" I heard the photographer say as he took the last shot for today.
Nag shooshoot kami ngayon para sa Isa nanaman sa mga endorsement na gagawin ko, pagkatapos naming mag take ng shots ay tinignan ko lang din Ang kinalabasan na siyang Wala namang naging problema since maganda Naman Ang kinalabasan.
pagkatapos non ay pack up na at pwede nang umuwi, dumeretso ako sa condo ng boyfriend kong si ben to surprise him with a cake since birthday niya ngayon.
I walked in he's condo with no problem at all since I have a spare key card that he gave me noon.
pagkapasok ko ay agad na nangunot Ang noo ko ng Makita Ang trail ng mga damit sa lapag, agad kumabog Ang dibdib ko ng masundan kung saan papunta ito.
sa kwarto ni Ben, I knew what was happening, AGAIN I sighed as I felt the familiar pain in my heart,eto nanaman Tayo.
dahan dahan akong naglakad Hanggang sa makarating pinto ng kwarto ni Ben.
"OHHH f**k yeah" I heard him growl.
nakaawang ng onti Ang pinto kaya nakikita ko Ang ginagawa nila.
a girl was bouncing on top of him, mukang busy Sila at Hindi pa nila nagawang masara Ang pinto.
Di ko na napigilan Ang sarili ko, I barged inside kaya napatigil Sila at napatingin saakin.
Ben's eyes grew wide while the girl's eyebrow knotted.
"B-babe" rinig Kong utal na tawag saakin ni Ben, only then did the girl's eyes also grew.
na realize siguro kung sino ako, Ang nakakapagtaka lang ay Hindi na gaya ng Dati na umiiyak ako palagi pag nakikita siyang may kalaguyong iba, my face was blank I can feel it, siguro Kasi ilang bilyong beses na tong nanagyari kaya parang Wala namang saakin.
"Wow ano, ngayon bigla mong naalalang may girlfriend ka ha?" I shouted.
tumayo Siya at Ang babae at nagsimulang mag suot ng boxers, puta Ang liit Naman non. habang pinulupot Naman ng babae Ang blanket sa hubot hubad niyang katawan.
"B-babe let me explain" lumapit saakin si Ben at akmang hahawakan niya na ako pero agad akong umiwas.
"Don't f*****g touch me, nandidiri ako Sayo." I shouted.
"Babe please please, i-ikaw Naman Kase eh you don't want me to touch you, babe Alam mo namang lalake lang ako Diba?"
pag mamakaawa niya na siyang ikinakunot ng noo ko, ako pa sinise ng hayop.
"Don't even try to victim blame me, cheating is a f*****g choice kaya Hindi ko kasalanan kung Makati ka, and you know what I'm glad, I'm glad that I didn't give my whole to you because you, don't deserve it, gagawin mo pang rason yang pagkalalake mo, what a fucktard"
"babe she, she seduced me" parang abatng pagsusumbong niya kaya nangunot Ang noo ko.
"What?" tumingin ako sa babaeng tila nagulat din sa sinabi ni Ben "that's it were done, napakakitid ng utak mo" and with that sinampal ko Siya ng Isang beses bago itinapon sa pagmumukha niya Ang cake na Hanggang ngayon ay hawak ko parin.
" there happy f*cking birth day, no more birth day's to come, you f*cktard"
Ani ko bago umalis na sa pesteng condo niya.
pagkalabas ko ay parang may Isang mabigat na bakal na nakatusok Ang nawala sa dibdib ko.
we're done, finally were done, Ben and I met in college, sa una ay magakibigan lang kami but eventually we became a couple a few years after we graduate.
ilang beses na din siyang nagloko pero pinatawad ko lang Siya but now I'm glad that I was able to let him go now.
dumeretso ako sa Isang bar owned by my brother's best friend Zaire, agad akong sinalubong ng amoy ng alak, nakakabinging tugtog at nakakahilong disco light's.
I'll need a few drinks for tonight.
to celebrate because I was able to let him go and to top it all of my heart was free.
"5 shots of tequila please" I told the bartender pagkaupo ko ng stool, pagkabigay niya saakin ay agad akong uminom ng dalawa , immediately I felt a burning feeling in my throat pababa sa tiyan ko. napangiti ako sa sarili 2 down.
"Hey there beautiful" bati saakin ng lalaking bigla umupo sa tabi ko. I looked at him scanning him from head to toe, well he looked decent.
he was wearing a business attire kaya Alam Kong kagagaling niya lang sa trabaho, he also had that grin plastered in his face na Alam mong may balak, Puno din Siya ng piercings at tattoo, not that I care since I also know alot of people who had a lot of tattoos. and piercings, it's just that I can sense some vibe in him.
Hindi Siya gagawa ng Tama.
" I'm not interested" agad kong Ani na siyang nagpalawak ng ngisi niya. he looked creepy.
"oh come on I just want to talk a little, you know" for the nth time nangunot Ang noo ko.
"I'm sorry but I already said I'm not interested, I wanna be alone so if you please, just leave me alone"
"How fierce I see, just like how I like it, but okay I'll leave you alone, for now"
"thank you" I replied as he went away and disappeared in a crowd of wild people dancing, I went back into my shots of tequila.
uminom ako ng Isa at akmang iinom nanaman ng Isa ng may tumabig nito sa kamay ko
"What the f**k" I slightly shouted as the tequila was now on my dress
I turned only to see Zaire, my brother's dear friend with he's knitted brows and powerful aura. tumayo ako at tumingin sakanya ng masama, he may be a handsome and sexy billionaire with tons of different businesses and a successful company but heck he wasn't allowed to do this to my dress which is my favorite because it was one of my own designs
" do you f*****g know how many hours I worked just so I could design this dress? and now it all runied because of you"
lalong kumunot Ang noo niya habang nakatingin saakin.
"I just saved you from getting dr*gged little girl" he said using he's deep baritone voice, kung Hindi ko lang narinig Ang tinawag niya sakin ay sigurado mag memelt ako pero Lalo akong nagalit dahil sa tinawag niya sakin. pero agad ding kumalma ng magsink in Ang sinabi niya.