smile(part 1)

smile ( part 4)

Vibing alone make our mind clear... I prefer to be alone rather than mingle with people because once we get attached we will get hurt

I'm Ashmith.. I am from hyderbad but we migrated to karnataka because of my father's work when I was 5 .. Since then I am living in karnataka..

My daily routine is to go to college and came back to home.. But one day my mind get destructed by one girl..

I was waiting for bus to go home in the bus stand which is located 500 meter apart from the college gate

('While waiting I saw one girl ')

She has small eyes and a broad smile... When she was smiling her lips get closer to her ears and her eyes become small.. She ignores her surrounding and enjoys her every little moment and I felt her happiness by seeing her smile.. Even though my heart likes it,my brain gets irritated.. I have never been attracted to anyone till now but I somewhat attracted to her.. Her smile keeps reminding me of my past.. And it reminds me that there is no one by my side with whom I can laugh wholeheartedly..

(Phone ringing)

'Hello', he greeted

'Where are u? ' his dad asked

I'm in college

"What r u doing? isn't your class ended a long ago, I know ur doing this intentionally but keep in mind if you don't come today I will stop the payment for hospital and u will lose ur friend"

Why are u doing this to me? I don't want to come to ur family gathering

Why are u saying mine, they are yours also... U should ccome..

No ,I don't have family they are not my family , including you..

'How dare u to say that..?' I am ur father and now u have left only me.. If u don't come today u even lose ur bedridden friend, think about it..

(He cut the call angrily)

I hate my family the most because they didn't have emotions they only see the money...

Still I have to attend the family gathering ,again I don't want to lose someone I love

Yes, he is the only person I have now.. He is in coma because of me.. It's been 10 years still he lying on the bed.. Maybe he didn't want to see his friend, who made him like this...

I was the one who should be in his place

After that my life become adjustment to everything.. The things I don't want to do gets done by blackmailing about him..

I was getting ready to attend the party at that time my father's driver called me to say he is waiting at the hostel entrance

I sat down in the car and I asked the driver who are all attending the party but he said "I don't know sir I took leave in the morning sorry"

'Oh it's ok ' I said

We reached the home, it is decorated with lights and flowers , by seeing that I sensed it is not just a small party but something big is happening..

With the confusion and curiosity I entered the house ... She is dressed like a bride, she wore blue with golden lehanga and she is holding a flower Garland beside her there is a boy he is dressed like a groom and also holding a flower Garland

Yes, she is the girl my mother liked and wanted me to marry her... But she doesn't like me because of my attitude.. But it's not like I like her it's just I wanted to fulfill my mother's wish but now she is marrying to another man and i couldn't do anything.....

I went straight to the stage.. 'Congratulations' I said

I got the reply as 'thank you'

Then I went towards the balcony where my dad was standing and talking to the guest, as soon as I went dad send the guest to dinner

Why did u lied me? I asked him with a loud voice

If I didn't lied would u have come to the function? My dad asked angrily

"But u know marrying smitha was my mom's dream but you always ignored my mom when she is alive ,now after death also u r doing the same.. U never care about her feeling's..that's why I lost my mom! "

"We can't build relationship based on someone's intrest ashmith... It should happen with love, the same thing happen with ur mom and me .. If there is no love then that relationship is meaningless and moreover Smitha and anand are already in love so they both make a good pair and u just have to leave the matter about marrying her "

No, my mom didn't asked me anything when she was alive..and I hope this will make her happy and I will make it happen

( after saying that I walk out from there)

[ I don't know how I should handle him.. I know according to him I didn't gave his mother the love she deserved but i tried but it's not something we can give it forcefully.. Although l didn't loved his mother, I loved him very much, he is my blood how can a father hate his own son??! ]

✍️mia