smile(part 1)

All about acceptance

Waking up in the morning having breakfast doing some chores work again having dinner, sleeping ,waking up having supper and again sleeping , everything going accordingly but is this all life? What is exactly a life?

For students studying is life for teachers teaching is life for mothers preparing food doing home chores is life for father earning money is life.. Like this everyone is living in certain boundaries they were not looking out of that boundary to know what is there, they don't have interest also but what if they fail in their so called life?

Here I will tell a story about a girl who is struggling in her life

Nena is a girl from small village of karnataka.. She studied upto 10 th standard in her native only after that she went to another cities for studies..her 11th and 12th went somehow because of corona .. After that she went to degree there she face the real life...

She is usually a morning girl so waking up early is not a problem for her so always she gets up early and as a hostelite one of her good quality is that she never misses her breakfast..

Going to college is one of her hatest thing.. But still she never bunk the class

That is Because of her parents, she respects her parents very much but sometimes she lie about holidays to her parents just because she wants to spend more time in home.. In her opinion its not a big mistake..

It was her first day of college she was going with no expectations, excitement .. She literally had no feeling of first day.. She entered the class and went towards the empty bench and sat down at the same time in one hand she opened the front zip of her bag and took out her mobile and then she started scrolling the mobile

She never tried to make friends.. But once she lifted her head and slowly turned to her 180° and sees the whole class busy talking with others she felt like as if they were friends or classmates before joining here but no they got to know each other after coming to class

After seeing that She thought in her mind that how can they become close to each other just in 30 mins.. I can't mingle with people in that speed I take atleast 2 days to become close..

Sometimes she likes that but sometimes she hates because while everyone is enjoying she sits alone with mobile although she felt that peace and comfortable in other side her heart wants to enjoy and wants to make lot of friends ..

Principal and lectures entered the class.. As usual principal gave speech about clg and course and all lectures welcomed us.. And the program ended in 1 hr after that except one lecture everyone went.. He stayed because according to time table it was his class..

As it was a first day everyone has hope that there won't be any lecture but that sir started the lecture in first day only so i felt boring and irritating so i didn't listen to his lecturing.. I simply sitting in a absent mind ..

At that time one boy entered the class he was quite handsome as I was looking at him I couldn't take off my eyes from him..I felt like my eyes was not under my control it is not moving..suddenly I came to my sense.. 'What are u doing nena' i mumbled

After that class another 2 lectures came but they didn't took class and somehow evening came class got over and I went to hostel..

There they gave evening snacks and tea .. After having I went to my room .. I lay down on my bed and was scrolling insta suddenly that boy came to my mind but I don't want to distract by boys I just want to finish my degree in peace..

Next day again I got up and get ready to college.. That day was my unlucky day because the sir who took class on first day asked the question to me on next day ..as I was not attentive in class I couldn't answer so he told me to go stand in the back and learn the answer.. I didn't even written the notes properly so I copied someone's notes from the back bench student and answered his question.. That day I felt embrassed because from the school I have been a poor student.. I study really hard but still I become a poor student... So I had a fear that will continue here also.. And I always feel like all badluck will happen to me only because in 100 students that sir asked me only why it is me only...

In this boring life of mine some exciting things started to happen.. One day in night may be at 7 30 , I got message from unknown number.. In message it is written Hi.. In curiosity I texted back Hlo...

After that I went to mess to had my night supper there also I was wandering who is that, how they got my number, it is boy or girl?, in curiosity and excitement I didn't eat properly.. I hurrely washed my plates and went to room and picked up my phone which was on the bed and I turned on the net, there I got message saying what are u doing? I replied who are you? He said I am rithik from engeenering..

I got shocked I didn't know my course boys, even I don't know my classmates.. How come engeenering student know me...

After that I didn't replied so he again texted me are u nena? I said no I am not.. And then again I texted him why do want nena?.. He said I want her are u really not nena? I didn't replied..

After giving some thought I felt like what happens if I say I am nena.. Let him say what he wants to say..

And then I texted him ,'yes I am nena why do u want me? '

He asked how was your course? How was the college?

And I replied yes everything is fine..

After texting sometime I came to know that he knows everything about me.. So I understood he is stalking me from so many days..

I asked him how do you know about me he told me I had my informers in your hostel they told me..

I asked her name many times but he was very protective of his friend so he didn't told me ..

Day by day we become very close.. One day he proposed me in text.. I was very clear and straight I directly told him no... He asked me why? I told him I don't know who you are.. I never seen your face..

So he asked me to meet in the canteen but I said no.. I don't know how he imagined me when he saw me but I am a very reserved person I never went out with boys so for his every question my answer was no..

Sometimes I felt bad.. Because he was putting so much efforts to impress me but I was very rude to him..

In all those love matters my college life was becoming hectic to me labs, exams, viva... I don't know why but I was not performing well in exams I felt like useless.. I started to hate that course I started to regret for choosing that course.. First semester was that much hectic it went quickly but after that I lost my confidence in studying I came to know I am girl with no brain..

Between this I fell in love with rithik ....