Lustful Desires

                                            **  Athena's point of view** In this life we get choices. We have the options to either run away or face our fears. Anyone in the right mind would  choose the latter and just bolt however the truth is that the past can never be forgotten. It may be hidden in a box and locked far far away from unaided  human eyes but the truth is one.  The memories will still lurk in the corner. They will find a way to hunt you in your dream or a stranger's mere act  may trigger the past.  Why am I saying this? As a normal human being, I did what I had to do. I bolted. locked the memories in a box and thought I could escape. But in reality, little did I know that this was  just the end to a new beginning.  Walking through the corridors of my personal hell, school, I lowered my head. Maybe then the whispers and chuckles of people will be reduced. If I couldn't see them then I wouldn't draw attention, right? Welcome to a life  of me. Your average teenage girl. Just that I wasn't average. Nothing of me was average. I was overweight and s**t was not any better at home. I wasn't depressed but sometimes, the bullies and hell even the teachers made my life overwhelming?  Lost in my thoughts I bumped into someone. As my chest hit his and I could feel the tingles. Just like those cheesy high school movies where the nerd bumps into the popular guy and fall in love. Could this be mine? Could this be the beginning to my happily ever after? Ok, get your s**t together.  Ouch! bumping into his rock like chest hurt like a b***h. f**k could this day get worse? I could feel the warmth of  the blush as it crawled up my neck. Gathering up the courage, I dared to take a quick glance at him and oh my, he was HOT!      It was a something I have never experienced. Me on top of him. A very intimate position.  When realization hit hard, I did what I do the best. I got up and with the speed of thunder, I bolted With  head still down, I dashed into the classroom. Another thing  I despised about having extra fat is the attention I get from being late to the class. I hate the way everyone stops what they are doing and look up at me as if I had suddenly grown two heads. Solution to that was trying my best to be the first to enter the class and be the last to leave.  An escape to the real world was listening to music. It was my safe place. My head was on the desk as usual and after what felt like forever, people started to fill the room indicating the class would start soon. I did not bother to even look up until I felt someone's presence near me.  removing my air pods from my ear, I looked up to see a hot guy about my age, he looked like he was maybe seventeen or eighteen, definitely older than me. but     DAMN!....he had tousled dark brown hair, which was thick and lustrous. His eyes were a mesmerizing deep ocean blue, flecks of silvery light performed ballets throughout. His face was strong and defined, his features molded from granite. He had dark eyebrows, which sloped downwards in a serious expression. His perfect lips ripe for kissing.  Snap out of it Amanda!! I might have zoned out because I saw him snapping his fingers across my face and he smiled when he saw that I was checking him out. " Move"  I heard his strong masculine voice command me, how I wish I could hear that voice morn my name,  Oh God, help me control my stupid hormones.  I  did what I was told obediently and moved to create space for him to sit near me. I was horny, of course, I was a virgin I mean who would love to f**k me however I wasn't all that innocent because  I played with myself a lot and read lots of books and watched things I am not proud of. The class was full and the teacher had started teaching not long ago when I felt a hand going under my skirt. I looked down at Mr. Sexy whose hand was on my thigh. I pushed his hand slightly away and glared at him but he was focused on what the teacher was teaching and he didn't even budge when I shifted his hand, he continued till his finger was on my lace pantie. he rubbed till I was very wet and he slides a finger into my treasure at first it felt weird but it started feeling soo good. he inserted a finger and  I covered my mouth with the back of my hands in an attempt o control the moans escaping my mouth. my eyes rolled to the back as I ground my hips up and down my p***y tighten and all my juices came gushing out of me I finally let out a big morn as I  had an o****m. I was relieved when no one heard me. I didn't want that kind of heat on me right now.  I didn't want to be the topic for gossip. as I pulled myself together I  turned to see the guy who gave me this wonderful experience, he was licking the c*m off his fingers seductively. I instantly got horny again but I brushed it away. He looked at me for the first time and winked at me. I still can't believe my first s****l experience with a guy will be in a freaking classroom.