Chapter 16
I never stop loving you
He said he never stop loving me until his last breath. I felt guilty for what I had done to him. But I don’t want to show to Christmartin that I care for him is just because of guilt.
I went back at the house accompanied by him. He park his car in front of our house. Inside the car he reminds me the night I surrendered my dignity to him. The night I lost my virginity. I told him I did that just because I lost my discretion and during that night. For me that is the only way to escape from sadness.
He kissed my lips he is willing to wait he will never stop to prove himself that he is the right person for me. He shared to me before we met he is play boy. But the day he met me he promised to himself he is willing to be a better person.
Chrismartin has no direction before but he changed a lot the day he met me. That is the reason why he can’t left me.
On the following day Nicole called me. She apologized for what happened last night. She knew to herself. She hurts me a lot. Nicole can’t say no to Christopher because their parents are watching them. And she has an agreement to her parents.
While talking to her at the phone her tone of voice it seems she is crying. The most painful part is when she said she is ready to marry him. Why I chose her over him? Why I'm such a fool?