chapter 1: the girl the moon forgot
CHAPTER ONE :The Girl the Moon Forgot
The night I discovered I was pregnant…
was the same night I died.
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I did not know it at the time, but when I pushed open the towering doors of the Alpha mansion, a small overnight bag slung over my shoulder and a fragile secret glowing beneath my ribs, I was already walking toward my end.
My heart was still racing from the hospital.
From the truth.
From the life now quietly forming inside me.
You’re going to be a mother, my soul whispered over and over, afraid the words might slip away if I didn’t cling to them tightly.
For the first time in years, the lights inside the mansion did not feel cold.
For the first time in years, the corridors did not echo with loneliness.
Tonight, I carried something fragile and beautiful inside me.
Tonight, I believed everything might finally change.
I was twenty two when the Moon crowned me Luna.
Luna of the Unbrafang Pack.
The youngest mate ever bound to an Alpha in Silverpine City.
Alpha Varek was feared and respected in equal measure. His voice commanded armies, his eyes silenced rooms, and as the powerful CEO of one of the largest pharmaceutical empires in the world, he ruled boardrooms with the same cold authority he ruled his pack.
To the outside world, I lived a life wrapped in gold.
Silk gowns. Servants. Applause from a distance.
But inside the palace walls, I was invisible.
I had loved Varek long before fate chained us together.
I loved him when his hands never lingered.
I loved him when his voice carried no warmth.
I loved him when his eyes looked past me as though I were already gone.
Our bond was law.
Never desire.
Never choice.
I learned that in silence.
In empty beds.
In a marriage that glittered like a cage.
Once, his father had loved me like a daughter.
But his mother and siblings
They despised me without ever raising their voices.
And Varek?
His heart had always belonged to another.
Noira.
I still did not understand when loving my best friend became dangerous.
When laughter twisted into rivalry.
When trust grew claws.
She had always lingered in the corners of his attention.
In the spaces he refused to fill with me.
Yet I endured.
Because Lunas were not raised to complain.
Mates were not allowed to shatter.
And wolves were never taught how to leave.
Not until fate tore them apart first.
Hayworth City was meant to be just another duty trip.
Another obligation.
I had gone to negotiate with the Nightvel Alpha over an antidote for wolfbane, nothing more.
But halfway through the meeting, the sickness struck.
Sharp.
Sudden.
Unforgiving.
My vision blurred.
My chest burned.
And the world slipped away beneath me.
When I woke, harsh hospital lights greeted my eyes, and a stranger’s voice broke through the haze.
“You’re pregnant, Luna.”
Those words shattered me…
Then rebuilt me.
Pregnant.
A life inside me.
Varek’s child.
Hope born in blood and breath.
I left the hospital dizzy with fragile faith, booked the nearest flight home, and didn’t call or send a single message.
I wanted to surprise him.
I wanted to see his face when I told him.
I imagined his hands on my stomach.
Imagined warmth.
Imagined love awakening.
I was a fool.
The mansion did not greet me with silence.
It greeted me with laughter.
Soft.
Feminine.
Wrong.
My steps slowed before my mind could catch up.
Then came the scent.
Perfume.
Familiar.
Noira.
The living room glowed with warmth.
Cruel warmth.
And there she stood barefoot, wearing my clothes, her hair loose, her lips softly flushed as though from something I could not name.
Behind her, draped over a chair, was Varek’s white shirt.
Stained with her lipstick.
The air left my lungs.
“My… home,” I whispered.
“My… room.”
Noira tilted her head with a quiet smile.
“We were together long before your bond,” she said gently. “You were only chosen afterward.”
Then the bathroom door opened.
And Varek stepped out.
Bare chest.
Wet hair.
Eyes that refused to meet mine.
Silence filled the room like smoke.
My husband did not speak.
My best friend did not apologize.
And my heart did not survive.
“Why,” I whispered, “are you naked in my home?”
He opened his mouth.
Closed it again.
Ran a hand through his damp hair as though the motion could undo reality.
And said nothing.
That silence killed me more thoroughly than any blade could.
By nightfall, the family gathered as though nothing had happened.
Noira sat across from me without shame.
Varek would not look up.
No one asked where I had slept.
“Try to be punctual next time,” his sister sneered.
“No wonder you’ve failed to give this family an heir,” his mother added smoothly.
And then came the final wound.
Varek announced Noira as the new healer general.
Not his Luna.
Her.
At sunset, I stood on the balcony where Noira and I once dreamed of forever.
The city shimmered beneath the moon.
I turned to her, voice breaking.
“Why are you doing this? We were sisters.”
She laughed softly, eyes empty.
“That ended the day you took him from me.”
“I never stole him,” I whispered. “Fate chose us.”
She stepped closer.
“This world does not reward the faithful,” she said coldly. “It rewards the desperate.”
Her hand touched my chest.
“I would destroy you before I lose him again.”
“Noira..”
And then…
She pushed.
The sky tore past me as the world vanished beneath my feet.
The moon watched.
Cold.
Distant.
And far above, Noira whispered into the wind:
“She should never have stood between us.”
Then darkness closed its arms around me.