Naked Inner Thoughts

NIT: 4

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Emptiness keeps my anxieties awake

but pain told me that I still have it.

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Tell me if there is anything that changes

Even just a tiny bit of it

It still matters

So, tell me.

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My anxiety keeps me sane but insane

Pain keeps me having it but it keeps me being emotionless

Emptiness, soul-less

It is like I'm a living walking dead.

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Surrounded by dark shadows

and there's negative energy that lingers in the air,

that bring conflicts and inflict the souls.

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Giving you plenty of time

Resolving it until you come back and be mine

Many Ying praising your downfall

So be strong and let the universe deal with the so-called mirrors in this hellish hole.

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Warm my soul and so does my heart

This thick defense wall will melt only by your warmth.

If only you can feel it

But if not

Then, I will patiently wait.

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We've been in a long way together

But you doubt me 'til forever

Days feel longer

And I'm getting livelier.

Take me as a fool

I know I am just a tool

I will do what you all want me to do

But why can't you love me as much as I do?