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Hey readers!
Just wanted to drop a note to you all. These stories are still being worked on. I did not abandon my characters. I am going to be completely honest with you guys. And get ready because I need to get this off my chest. I'm struggling in all aspects of my life. I'm only sharing this because I know many are feeling the same struggles that I am. We are closing our family business, I need to find a new career opportunity but still find a way to help care for my mom with dementia, my horse and dog died within 2 weeks of each other. Then I lost a baby chick and a chicken (If you can't tell I own a small ranch and we are huge animal lovers). Two dear friends of mine (one older and one younger) passed away. For those who are American football fans, I'm sure you heard of Dwayne Haskins, My Pittsburgh Steelers back up QB being hit by a truck and died on scene in Florida. Us as Pittsburghers, took this hard. There has been a lot of loss in general and I am struggling to grieve through them. Then my husband who is wheelchair bound, broke his leg in two places. I am literally being split in 2 just to keep up with my family's needs.
On top of that, I just turned 34. And I am craving to grow my family. All I want is a little boy to love and it just seems so impossible right now. Having my own kids biologically isn't possible. I have researched fostering but I have my reservations. It looks like private adoption is our best route but that takes a lot of money. And being in transition right now, just makes growing my family that much more out of reach. But I have faith it will eventually happen for me.
All this stress and heartbreak has left me almost empty. I want to write but my depression took over there for a bit. BUT I am getting better.
Im not telling you this for pity. Just that Im right there with you for anyone who is also struggling with life at the moment. We will get through the hard times.
I have more ideas for even more books that I am writing down to revisit after Ben and Bec's Novella and Unknowingly Intertwined are completed. On top of everything I am saving up money to have I love you. Forever. professionally edited before I publish via sss k****e. I am still here guys. I am planning to really sit down and write the next few chapters after Easter. I hope your all reading the next chapter or 2 late next week!!
Thank you for sticking with me and the Wilders. I have a lot of stories to share. I love you readers!!! You all inspire me!
Allyelsye
Ps. How does everyone feel about a sports romance? Baseball in particular.
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