Chapter Four
Saturday 27th June
Oh I’ve had the most erotic dreams for the last few nights. Steph and I wave at each other every morning and evening now and she seems to have insinuated herself into my psyche.
This is not a good thing. Over the years I’ve become comfortable with my own company and have resigned myself to not meeting people in real life or making new friends, but I wake every morning in a state of s****l tension knowing that Steph has been in my dreams. We have done things during my nocturnal ramblings that I’ve never considered in real life, but I sorely want to try! Unfortunately nothing in my box of tricks is up to the task.
I don’t know whether to hate the weekends or welcome them. I miss her not walking past but not seeing her stops me wanting her so badly ALL THE
