Chapter One — Rain, Blood, and Lies
Hiiii.....
I woke to the sound of rain.
Not soft rain.
Not peaceful.
It was violent, drumming against glass like fists, like it wanted in. Like it knew something was wrong.
My body felt like stone. My arms refused to move. My eyelids were too heavy.
I heard beeping. A low hum. Voices.
“She’s waking up.”
A woman’s voice. Calm, but clipped.
“She might be disoriented. That was a heavy hit.”
Another voice, closer this time. Male. Cold.
“She lied. She saw me.”
Something about that voice made my spine stiffen. Even with my eyes closed.
I forced my fingers to twitch. Pain sparked in my wrist. My skin felt scraped raw.
Then I opened my eyes.
White ceiling. Faded tiles. Harsh lights.
And a boy. Standing at the end of the hospital bed.
He was tall. Too tall for his age. Dark hair that looked like it hadn’t been brushed in days. Black hoodie, rings on his fingers, expensive sneakers. His hands were in his pockets, but his jaw was set tight, like his mouth wanted to speak and he kept refusing to let it.
And his eyes…
God, those eyes.
Not soft. Not concerned.
Just sharp.
Unforgiving.
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“Can you hear me?” the nurse asked.
I nodded slowly. Even that movement sent needles of pain stabbing down my neck.
“Do you know where you are?”
I paused.
Then I looked at the boy again. The stranger in the corner, silent and unreadable. Watching me like a puzzle he didn’t ask for.
And something in my brain clicked.
Not logic. Not memory.
Fear.
I knew what waited for me if they sent me home. I knew the questions that would come. The shouting. The accusations. The silence from people who never really wanted me around in the first place.
So I answered.
“I don’t know.”
The nurse frowned. “You don’t know… where you are?”
“Or who I am.”
It felt like poison slipping from my mouth.
But I didn’t take it back.
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The nurse gently squeezed my hand. “That’s okay. Memory loss isn’t uncommon with head trauma. You’re safe now.”
I nodded, eyes still on him.
Still on the boy who hadn’t stopped staring.
His voice came next. Calm. Dismissive.
“She’s lying.”
The nurse stiffened. “Excuse me?”
He shrugged. “She looked right at me before she passed out.”
“I don’t remember that,” I said quickly, voice soft but steady.
A lie. But what was one more?
His mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. Not quite anything.
Just a flicker. Gone as fast as it came.
The nurse looked between us. “Do you know her?”
He didn’t even blink. “No.”
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Later, they left me alone.
I stared at the ceiling for hours. My ribs hurt when I breathed too deep. My lips were dry and cracked. My thoughts were loud, chaotic, impossible to sort.
But one thing was clear.
I couldn’t go home.
Not to the house where my father’s silence was louder than any scream.
Not to the mother too weak to fight.
Not to siblings who flinched when I walked in the room.
Not to the reminder that I was the accident no one forgave her for.
I was the oldest. The one who had to do the most. Endure the most.
And still… I was never enough.
So no. I wasn’t going back.
Ever.
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That night, I dozed off. Only to wake up an hour later to the sound of soft footsteps.
I opened my eyes.
He was there again.
The boy.
Kael.
He didn’t speak. Just stood near the window, arms crossed, staring out at the storm.
“What do you want?” I asked, voice hoarse.
He didn’t look at me. “You don’t remember anything, huh?”
I said nothing.
“I don’t believe you.”
I stayed quiet.
Finally, he turned to me. “But I don’t care.”
I blinked. “What?”
“I don’t care why you’re lying. It’s your problem.”
I licked my lips, unsure what to say.
“Your name’s not in the system. No ID. No phone. No one’s come looking for you.”
My heart stuttered.
“So,” he continued, voice lazy and low, “unless you’ve got a brilliant plan to explain all that you’re pretty much screwed.”
“I’m not”
He held up a hand. “Save it.”
Then he looked me in the eye.
And said something I never expected.
“You can come stay at mine.”
My breath hitched.
“What?”
“Temporarily,” he added. “Until your memory comes back. You’ll have a bed. Food. Quiet.”
I stared at him. “Why?”
“Because it’s better than wherever the hell you’re running from.”
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t.
“Don’t flatter yourself,” he said before turning away. “You’re not interesting enough to care about.”
He walked toward the door.
Paused.
Then added, without looking back—
“Say yes, or take your chances on the street. Your call.”
The door clicked shut behind him.
And just like that… my second lie turned into a life I couldn’t escape.
She’s left alone in the hospital room, staring at the door Kael just walked out of.
Her heart is racing.
And she whispers to herself, almost afraid of the answer:
> “What the hell did I just agree to?”